One post a day, no prob.
Haha, it kind of struck me as Vicki said it in her comment to my last entry. I always find something to talk about. xD So this, one post a day thing, will be absolutely no problem.
I often find myself thinking, "oh, I better not forget this, I want to write it in my LJ!".. Of course I always forget it anyways, because my mind is filled up with way to many things, but still.. haha.
Right now I'm feeling kind of pissed. Mom's boyfriend is getting on my nerves. I really have a hard time seeing what he does for this family, in a good way. Okay, he works, he earns money for the family to survive, but it's not like he's making anyone happier. He and mom yell at each other at least once a day, and he can't say anything without using that tone in his voice, the tone that indicates that you are useless with what you're doing, and he's so much better than you. In my eyes, he's a failure. He's becoming 35 this year, and he still acts as if he's 14 years old. And when you point out to him that he's actually 34 he always says, "oh, I'm the youngest 34-year-old you'll ever meet". He doesn't even want to grow up. But in order to actually do something for this family, I think he have to accept that he's not 14 anymore. He can't say anything to me without insulting me.. He says he's just joking, but I don't even think he has the right to joke with me. I hate that he always say bad things about mom when he picks me up somewhere.. When he picked me up after being at riruru's house this monday, he was saying as we got in the car, "oh, well, your mother can't tell time properly, that's why I'm always late, or too early.. Are you mad at me because you didn't get to finish playing? What did you do? Sit in front of the computer? You're such a nerd.." and so on. If riruru's parents didn't notice his car outside I wouldn't even have realised he was there to pick me up. He didn't even plan to call or knock the door or anything. Then he asked me if I would've stayed until 9 if no one had noticed him, and I said yes, because a normal person rings the doorbell or indicates he's there. According to him I should've been standing there waiting for him as he arrived, and if I wouldn't have come to meet him in the near future he would have driven home and left me there. I should be thankful he even bothers to come and pick me up.. The funny thing is, I never asked him to come and pick me up, mom sent him. I don't want anything to do with him.
I didn't tell mom about the car thing.. I usally don't tell her what he says, because when I do, I get hell.
Like one time, when my sister had the flu, and he was supposed to take care of her. I was home too, because I didn't feel well either, but when my sister started throwing up in the sofa he was nowhere to be found, and when I finally found him, (he was outside in our storehouse) he came in, looked at her and said "she threw up on your stuff, you take care of it." and left again. I told mom, and we spent the next couple of days listening to them screaming.
OMG, so long. X''D I feel better writing out my feelings though. <33 Hope you had a great saturday, minna.
I often find myself thinking, "oh, I better not forget this, I want to write it in my LJ!".. Of course I always forget it anyways, because my mind is filled up with way to many things, but still.. haha.
Right now I'm feeling kind of pissed. Mom's boyfriend is getting on my nerves. I really have a hard time seeing what he does for this family, in a good way. Okay, he works, he earns money for the family to survive, but it's not like he's making anyone happier. He and mom yell at each other at least once a day, and he can't say anything without using that tone in his voice, the tone that indicates that you are useless with what you're doing, and he's so much better than you. In my eyes, he's a failure. He's becoming 35 this year, and he still acts as if he's 14 years old. And when you point out to him that he's actually 34 he always says, "oh, I'm the youngest 34-year-old you'll ever meet". He doesn't even want to grow up. But in order to actually do something for this family, I think he have to accept that he's not 14 anymore. He can't say anything to me without insulting me.. He says he's just joking, but I don't even think he has the right to joke with me. I hate that he always say bad things about mom when he picks me up somewhere.. When he picked me up after being at riruru's house this monday, he was saying as we got in the car, "oh, well, your mother can't tell time properly, that's why I'm always late, or too early.. Are you mad at me because you didn't get to finish playing? What did you do? Sit in front of the computer? You're such a nerd.." and so on. If riruru's parents didn't notice his car outside I wouldn't even have realised he was there to pick me up. He didn't even plan to call or knock the door or anything. Then he asked me if I would've stayed until 9 if no one had noticed him, and I said yes, because a normal person rings the doorbell or indicates he's there. According to him I should've been standing there waiting for him as he arrived, and if I wouldn't have come to meet him in the near future he would have driven home and left me there. I should be thankful he even bothers to come and pick me up.. The funny thing is, I never asked him to come and pick me up, mom sent him. I don't want anything to do with him.
I didn't tell mom about the car thing.. I usally don't tell her what he says, because when I do, I get hell.
Like one time, when my sister had the flu, and he was supposed to take care of her. I was home too, because I didn't feel well either, but when my sister started throwing up in the sofa he was nowhere to be found, and when I finally found him, (he was outside in our storehouse) he came in, looked at her and said "she threw up on your stuff, you take care of it." and left again. I told mom, and we spent the next couple of days listening to them screaming.
OMG, so long. X''D I feel better writing out my feelings though. <33 Hope you had a great saturday, minna.