I love my b/f!!!!!
today it is now 6 months we have been going out!!! and i dont get to see him till tomorrow...Not that big of a deal other then i really need someone here with me right now...i love him and i cant put into words how much...he is the greatest guy i have ever met and loves me for me.....And i luv you because you make me happier then i have ever been you unerdstand me in everyway!! And i dont know what i would do without you in my life....
I would give anything to be with him right now!!!
today has been really bad one of the worrest...in the past weeks....i understand we are moving and all but my mother is freaking out and taking it out on me...yelling at me again like she use to about anything and everything...it hurts really bad thinking things might go back to the way they were...
im come to the fact my mother and fatehr just dont care...my father told me today that he did...when i asked if we were moving he told me i dont know your mother isnt doing anything i then said well when its comvent for you and mom why dont you tell me...he was liek lauren it isnt me i said dad mom may be lazy or not wanting to do anything...but you cant say cuz she doesnt do something your not going to do anything to...its shit i mean it...its shit.....My mother and father dont care if they did they would both have job no matter what it is...they would be putting frouth something to make it so our fucking family didnt have to be aprat...its shit how they fdont care...how i have to take everything that comes with them....that because they fuck up i have to deal with all the shit they have to...im 17 and they are still my mother and father but how dear they not care....im still in your house...im still here for another year...how dear you not give a fuck what happeneds....and dont even tell me you do cuz if you did YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!
I FUCKING HATE BEING HERE!!!
I would give anything to be with him right now!!!
today has been really bad one of the worrest...in the past weeks....i understand we are moving and all but my mother is freaking out and taking it out on me...yelling at me again like she use to about anything and everything...it hurts really bad thinking things might go back to the way they were...
im come to the fact my mother and fatehr just dont care...my father told me today that he did...when i asked if we were moving he told me i dont know your mother isnt doing anything i then said well when its comvent for you and mom why dont you tell me...he was liek lauren it isnt me i said dad mom may be lazy or not wanting to do anything...but you cant say cuz she doesnt do something your not going to do anything to...its shit i mean it...its shit.....My mother and father dont care if they did they would both have job no matter what it is...they would be putting frouth something to make it so our fucking family didnt have to be aprat...its shit how they fdont care...how i have to take everything that comes with them....that because they fuck up i have to deal with all the shit they have to...im 17 and they are still my mother and father but how dear they not care....im still in your house...im still here for another year...how dear you not give a fuck what happeneds....and dont even tell me you do cuz if you did YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!
I FUCKING HATE BEING HERE!!!