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yeah well guess who is the smartest person ever??? ME ME ME!!! yeah you
know it not!! I FORGOT MY FUCKING BAG AT ZACHS HOUSE when i left!!!
nice huh... he is bring it out today sometime thankgod!!! LUV HIM TO
DEATH!!!!
other then that ummm...he came out thurs. last week and had the best time ever from then till monday!! I luv being with him the way i feel around him, when he makes me laugh when he makes me smile the way he holds me and i know everything will be ok and the fact he can put up with him no matter what i dont get but hey he must luv me....everytime i think about us and everything i think about how i couldnt see myself without him that life just seems sweeter with him that things cant be better if he is there....no matter what i luv you and im glad he is in my life and i wouldnt change anything..well maybe the fighting but thats it!! lol I care so much about him and he does the same....i keep thinking that this is real and its a little scary i mean i dont want to get hurt and zach i know what you are going to say lauren i will never hurt you!! i know that but part of me is still scared i mean somehow something in my life can never stay there or stay being ok...and i just dont want him to go away.....i know im only 17 but i think im truly in love with him....even if we dont see each other everyday its fine cuz we know in our heart we dont have to and the time i do get to see him is even greater!!! This last weekend we the greatest thing ever I mean yeah we fight but it wasnt bad....
I LOVE HIM!!!!
AND I KNOW HE LOVES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
later going to go lay down...waiting for him to bring my stuff here...later
other then that ummm...he came out thurs. last week and had the best time ever from then till monday!! I luv being with him the way i feel around him, when he makes me laugh when he makes me smile the way he holds me and i know everything will be ok and the fact he can put up with him no matter what i dont get but hey he must luv me....everytime i think about us and everything i think about how i couldnt see myself without him that life just seems sweeter with him that things cant be better if he is there....no matter what i luv you and im glad he is in my life and i wouldnt change anything..well maybe the fighting but thats it!! lol I care so much about him and he does the same....i keep thinking that this is real and its a little scary i mean i dont want to get hurt and zach i know what you are going to say lauren i will never hurt you!! i know that but part of me is still scared i mean somehow something in my life can never stay there or stay being ok...and i just dont want him to go away.....i know im only 17 but i think im truly in love with him....even if we dont see each other everyday its fine cuz we know in our heart we dont have to and the time i do get to see him is even greater!!! This last weekend we the greatest thing ever I mean yeah we fight but it wasnt bad....
I LOVE HIM!!!!
AND I KNOW HE LOVES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
later going to go lay down...waiting for him to bring my stuff here...later