YOU SUCK!!!!!
I hate who you are
I hate who you havent become
do you think any of this is wrong?
you dont care about me
Or anyone at that
You think i lie about everything
and really i dont
you hurt me with every wrong choice
you hurt yourself with them as well
I dont want to hate you
But you give me no other choice
life is to short and you keep shorting yours
i hate you
I hate myself becuz of you
your my mother not my friend
your the person that shows me right from wrong
But only have been showing me the wrong
you suck at being a mother
you suck at everything
you say you luv me
but how wrong can that be
Ilie funny
Thats the biggest lis
Luv how can you know what that is
You dont even luv yourself
how can i call you my mother
you dont act like one
I dont lie to you not at all
but every word out of your mouth is one
MOTHER I DIDNT FUCKING LIE TO YOU!!! YOU KNOW I DONT!!! God i give and give i try and try with my family only so much you can do and give untill you want to rip out the only part thats left of you. you dont see what the yelling does you dont see that everytime you forget something it was just so improtant to me. that I only ask very little from you and you cant even do that. that when i need you, you cant even be there. you dont give a shit which is fine but stop dragging me down with you! Im not your little play thing not one for you to drop and throw. I dont give a shit about you and what you do fuck go do more drugs dont care. but stop bring me in it. Life is to fucking hard as it is. stop telling me how bad of a father my father is I ALREADY KNOW!!! he isnt yourse he is mine! I KNOW! i dont give a shit where i end up anywhere is better then here. I kill myself thinking about how bad things are and how things are only getten even more worrest cuz of you but you dont even give a shit. try talking to you on a good day not ever going to happen... smoke your pot ...get high.....have a great life when im gone maybe youll see what you did maybe youll know that you fucked me up more then anyone that when you only think of yourself i hurt! that my life sucks just as bad as yours nothing different. THAT WE DONT HAVE ANY MOENY SO STOP SPENDING IT!!! YOU FUCKING BITCH!!! yeah you dont hit me but i know you will one day one day soon you can tell everytime you yell. the hurt in your eyes the pain of everything is getting to you my father doesnt care anymore because you of. and fine he doesnt care but STOP FUCKING TAKING IT OUT ON ME!!!! Hit me one more time wish you would watch what happens do it mother do it now!! can you hold yourself back and you see how far you can go? where does that leave you yelling about everything... no where GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!! LIFE SUCKS!! YOUR NOT MAKING IT BETTER!!! You dont make me cry you dont make me think about you and all the shit YOU SUCK!!! MY MOTHER EVERYONE!!!!
I MISS YOU ZACH IM SORRY FOR FIGHTING BUT YEAH I LUV YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE!!!
I hate who you havent become
do you think any of this is wrong?
you dont care about me
Or anyone at that
You think i lie about everything
and really i dont
you hurt me with every wrong choice
you hurt yourself with them as well
I dont want to hate you
But you give me no other choice
life is to short and you keep shorting yours
i hate you
I hate myself becuz of you
your my mother not my friend
your the person that shows me right from wrong
But only have been showing me the wrong
you suck at being a mother
you suck at everything
you say you luv me
but how wrong can that be
Ilie funny
Thats the biggest lis
Luv how can you know what that is
You dont even luv yourself
how can i call you my mother
you dont act like one
I dont lie to you not at all
but every word out of your mouth is one
MOTHER I DIDNT FUCKING LIE TO YOU!!! YOU KNOW I DONT!!! God i give and give i try and try with my family only so much you can do and give untill you want to rip out the only part thats left of you. you dont see what the yelling does you dont see that everytime you forget something it was just so improtant to me. that I only ask very little from you and you cant even do that. that when i need you, you cant even be there. you dont give a shit which is fine but stop dragging me down with you! Im not your little play thing not one for you to drop and throw. I dont give a shit about you and what you do fuck go do more drugs dont care. but stop bring me in it. Life is to fucking hard as it is. stop telling me how bad of a father my father is I ALREADY KNOW!!! he isnt yourse he is mine! I KNOW! i dont give a shit where i end up anywhere is better then here. I kill myself thinking about how bad things are and how things are only getten even more worrest cuz of you but you dont even give a shit. try talking to you on a good day not ever going to happen... smoke your pot ...get high.....have a great life when im gone maybe youll see what you did maybe youll know that you fucked me up more then anyone that when you only think of yourself i hurt! that my life sucks just as bad as yours nothing different. THAT WE DONT HAVE ANY MOENY SO STOP SPENDING IT!!! YOU FUCKING BITCH!!! yeah you dont hit me but i know you will one day one day soon you can tell everytime you yell. the hurt in your eyes the pain of everything is getting to you my father doesnt care anymore because you of. and fine he doesnt care but STOP FUCKING TAKING IT OUT ON ME!!!! Hit me one more time wish you would watch what happens do it mother do it now!! can you hold yourself back and you see how far you can go? where does that leave you yelling about everything... no where GET THE FUCK OVER IT!!! LIFE SUCKS!! YOUR NOT MAKING IT BETTER!!! You dont make me cry you dont make me think about you and all the shit YOU SUCK!!! MY MOTHER EVERYONE!!!!
I MISS YOU ZACH IM SORRY FOR FIGHTING BUT YEAH I LUV YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE!!!