hey. its lil sam. i dint mean to come at like a bitch yesterday but i was so fuckin pissed because i have to come home every day and hear sam talk about people calling her a "nigger whore" and a "nigger bitch" and it hurts me because sams my best friend and when she gets her feelings hurt over shit like that, i kinda do to because i dont like to see her like that. then all is i know is that u and dakota and ashley all hang out and i donno any of their little message things so the only person i could talk to about it was you. i would most definantly came up to u in person but i didnt hear about it until i got back to sarahs house after school on friday. i respect what u said and sarah even told me that u have a best friend named destiney thats black so yeah...also, youre right, i never herd YOU say shit. i only herd it come out of dakotas mouth and ashleys and a few others. but never you. i just figured that u were right along with them on this so my bad for commin at u like that. but why aint u and sam friends anymore? what the hell happened between u to anyway? sam never told me anything and i kinda wanna know cuz she said the same thing. that u guys used to be friends and then "shit happened. but no one will tell me what actually happened and im curious. fill me in. but right now in out cuz my ride is here and i guess just write to me later. see ya..!
ummm...really to tell ya she picked doing drugs with sarah over me....i dont like drugs even if it is only pot i dont like it and the fact she knew i ddint cuz of reason with my mother hurt me that sh would do it...we would fight cuz she wouldnt call me or even talk to me and she wasnt the same person anymore..which i understand people change and all but i was her best friend for 2 1/2 years but i dont know i tryed fixing things but they wont i dont like the fact she does drugs and i couldnt look over that. so yeah i know some where i was acting like a little kid i just didnt want her to end up like my mother you do pot and then you think hey lets try other drugs i couldnt see sam doing that i didnt want her to become what i thought was the worrest thing ever my mother..i know what drugs do to you i know how they change you and i understand sam needed to find herself but i couldnt sit there thinking you know she is cutting school to go get high with sarah then going to not call me and see how things are...she started thinking i was mad at her and i wasnt she would hear things from sarah and then not talk to me it just got old i wanted my friend back and i knew i wasnt going to so i let go...i hope she is happy i hope things dont go bad and i wish we could be friends again but she isnt the sam i knew and i dont think we will ever be friends again....so yeah i would never say things really bad about her because i would hope she would never about me she was the person i went to for 2 1/2 years i couldnt see myself doing that so yeah but i have to go ill talk to you later..
see ya..!
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