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[bigmommaj]

This is ridiculous. It is only Tuesday night, I just got home from hanging out with Matt for the evening. It was great, it always is. But I just feel strange. A bit frustrated, kind of bitter and bitchy feeling. Normally after spending the whole weekend with him I am very content. I would normally feel pretty good about going back to my own world, a couple days without seeing him, to do things I enjoy for myself.

Somehow just knowing I won't be spending nights there in bed with him for who knows how long, aggravates the hell out of me