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Why does life have to present itself as being so damn difficult!!!!! First I continue to have these feelings for another man! WTF man? And I literally JUST had the best weekend with my fiancee. And truly the worst part is I want to talk to him about this because I talk to him about everything, but my darling is so sensitive and already worried about us (for some reasons that I understand but are annoying as FUCK!!!) so i can't let him know how scared I am, and how big this all feels, and how I kind of find this other guy attractive. Worst still the guy I'm attracted to seems to have all of a sudden noticed me...as a person in general, not like as a girl specifically or anything. I think what I'm trying to say is that he is becoming more friendly which isn't helping my crush!!! Anyway, watevs.
I had a great time this past weekend hanging out with such stars as Jesse L. Martin:
And then my mother insist on me calling random old people who she "knows" out here in NY in an ongoing attempt to set me up with people who are in the industry so that I have this New York family which only means she refuses to accept that I'm moving back home. She even went as far as to suggest that I don't love her because I won't follow her life plan for me. Plus I talked to this person "friend" of hers and honestly, when my Vocal Performance teacher is currently on Broadway in the hit show Spamalot, her little ghetto connections mean little to nothing to me. But I swear, I love her but I will have no problem cutting her out of my life if she continues to try to control it. i hope she realizes I'm serious before its too late cause I kinda like her.
My brain hurtz...Hollee get here soon!!!
I had a great time this past weekend hanging out with such stars as Jesse L. Martin:
And then my mother insist on me calling random old people who she "knows" out here in NY in an ongoing attempt to set me up with people who are in the industry so that I have this New York family which only means she refuses to accept that I'm moving back home. She even went as far as to suggest that I don't love her because I won't follow her life plan for me. Plus I talked to this person "friend" of hers and honestly, when my Vocal Performance teacher is currently on Broadway in the hit show Spamalot, her little ghetto connections mean little to nothing to me. But I swear, I love her but I will have no problem cutting her out of my life if she continues to try to control it. i hope she realizes I'm serious before its too late cause I kinda like her.
My brain hurtz...Hollee get here soon!!!