May 01, 2004 01:29
so I've been home for over a week now. Things have gotten better and I'm getting used to being home again. I'm finally able to see all of my friends again and that makes me happy.
So yesterday was a blah day. me and Jeff went skating and we werent even a mile away from my house when I went and wiped out. according to Jeff, I didnt even put my arms out to cushion the blow, I just went down and smacked my head right off of the pavement. so right now I have a cut up knee thats stiff to move, a wrist thats sore to move, a very large bump and series of cuts above my left eye on my temple and what I believe to be a mild concussion. so last night wasnt a very nice night. then this morning, I'm supposed to meet up with Jeff but considering how I felt last night, I think that its best that I just sleep. so I sleep in a little and then Megan calls me to go and visit her mom in the hospital...I didnt even know that my aunt was in the hospital until yesterday. so me and her drive out there, stay a little and see her and then we come home. I putz around the house for a little bit and then I go with Jeff and Jamie to Megans soccer game. it was a fun time, I got to sit in goal for a little bit before the game started and take some shots despite my injured state and then me, Jeff and Jamie sat and watched the game and now i'm back here.
so Kate is gone for the weekend and i'm trying to find someways to occupy my time. anyone have an idea for me?
I've also come to a realization. I need to stop taking it so personal when people arent able to hang out with me. I know that people lead busy lives and when they cant do something, I take it personal as that they are purposely avoiding me and not wanting to hang out with me. I know its silly, but its how I am.