damn kid
today was their last day, and im takin it really hard. i dont want them to leave (even though i know that most of them are hella happy and wouldnt want it any other way). its just hard. i think that im takin it so hard because reality just set in. its almost my turn, and thats not too far away. dunno, i guess that i need to come to terms with the fact that high skool is a time for learning, growth and experience. im not supposed to live there! but i really want to, right now i need to. i need to get over it, when its my time, its my time. i guess graduation and all the kids leaving has kept my mind off of all of the trouble that ive gotten myself into. it all just needs time, and no matter how hard i dont want to admit it, i really need to keep my big mouth shut...