♥ I must admit it, because it's a new feeling:
I AM FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT SPN ON FRIDAY. OMG.
I won't divulge spoilers, but it sounds too good to be true and I'm trying SO HARD not to get excited and actually expect things because when I do that, the show lets me down every time, but I can't help it, because I had heard some horrible things and with all the good spoilers over this first episode, I can't not get excited. PLEASE don't disappoint me, show. I want to believe that there was a reason I kept watching instead of quitting you two seasons ago.
♥ Just got another year of lj, so I'm booked until April of 2012. Watch, lj will fuck up royally and a mass Dreamwidth migration will happen soon, knowing my luck. ;) I now have 52 userpics, and for the first time I don't feel like I need more. We'll see how long that lasts.
♥ I probably won't be doing
st_respect this year. It's sort of sad because I did contribute heavily last year and all, but I don't like the voting system or the points system. I thought about going in and starting a Scotty/Uhura ship, but I'm so effing hung up on K/S that I'd feel bad competing against Team Spork in a silly contest. Besides, I know which ship is #1 and I have other stuff I need to do. Perhaps I'll just be a tribble.
♥ I need new glasses, but I'll have to wait a couple of weeks. Blah. I also need a haircut because I haven't had one in probably three years. Seriously, I never get split ends, so there's never a need to cut it, but I'm just tired of brushing all of it. Maybe I'll go nuts and cut it short. Anyone know good haircuts for fat faces? I've heard that it's not a good idea to go shorter than your shoulders when you have a big head and face, but then I've also heard that bangs help obscure big foreheads but I look terrible in bangs and my wavy hair does not tolerate them.
♥ I'm having troubling ending a fanfic. Basically, it's your usual "Kirk and Spock, for various reasons, must have sex and they both like each other but think the other doesn't want them." Of course it's a million times more involved, but I don't want to end it right after the sex nor do I know how to get them together in a natural, interesting way. It's not an angsty fic so I don't want to end it unresolved or open for a sequel, nor do I want to be boring and have them just not able to control themselves so they kiss and wahla, they're together. To be honest, I'm tired of always having them on the Enterprise, so I got them off the ship for a field expedition but now I need them off in some other way. How the hell do you work out an ending and make it fresh and new? Looks like I may be researching porn again. Life is so hard.