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On Monday I started my pre-practicum for my education class with Mrs. Champagne at THMS. Her classroom is Mrs. Carbone's old classroom, the same room where Lauren and I used to make fun of people and damage their self-esteem and make them want to go to different schools for High School (sorry pat gyle). The same room where we crowded around the TV and watched 9/11 go down. Seems just like yesterday I was in 7th grade, and now I'm old enough to be student teaching that age group??? Time plays tricks on all of us.
My emotions have been incredible lately. I had to take 2 of my birth control pills because my prescription ran out and Walgreens was closed the day I had to get it refilled. This was horrible. I am completely convinced that the devil took over my body, because when I came home from class Allison and I started bickering and arguing about something. She was saying some hurtful things and when she said "Why don't you just move out!?", I chucked my entire red plastic solo cup full of cold Diet Coke in her face and growled "YOU'RE A BITCH." and ran up to my room like a child. THAT WAS NOT ME, I have never done such a mean thing in my life! Satan, get out of me already.
Then, when Nico and I were driving to Boston I became a little bummed because the drive reminded me of when my dad had his heart-attack, (we would drive to Boston everyday to visit him). It will honestly make me cry to think about it and even sometimes when my dad says funny things I laugh and think how lucky I am to still have him here.
Well I'm happy, and I know I say this every time I update, but I really am! Even right now laying in my mom's comfy bed updating this piece as I wait for Nico to pick me up so we can run errands, I am content. I mean, I really just love to be home. I know I'm such a lame person but I just love simplicity and being comfortable and content.
ps. today the shuttle driver closed the door on this kid and he had to pull his arm out from between the wedged doors. We all laughed, including the shuttle driver!
also, this baby is the reason why I only went to 4 classes this week:
My emotions have been incredible lately. I had to take 2 of my birth control pills because my prescription ran out and Walgreens was closed the day I had to get it refilled. This was horrible. I am completely convinced that the devil took over my body, because when I came home from class Allison and I started bickering and arguing about something. She was saying some hurtful things and when she said "Why don't you just move out!?", I chucked my entire red plastic solo cup full of cold Diet Coke in her face and growled "YOU'RE A BITCH." and ran up to my room like a child. THAT WAS NOT ME, I have never done such a mean thing in my life! Satan, get out of me already.
Then, when Nico and I were driving to Boston I became a little bummed because the drive reminded me of when my dad had his heart-attack, (we would drive to Boston everyday to visit him). It will honestly make me cry to think about it and even sometimes when my dad says funny things I laugh and think how lucky I am to still have him here.
Well I'm happy, and I know I say this every time I update, but I really am! Even right now laying in my mom's comfy bed updating this piece as I wait for Nico to pick me up so we can run errands, I am content. I mean, I really just love to be home. I know I'm such a lame person but I just love simplicity and being comfortable and content.
ps. today the shuttle driver closed the door on this kid and he had to pull his arm out from between the wedged doors. We all laughed, including the shuttle driver!
also, this baby is the reason why I only went to 4 classes this week: