Jun 11, 2004 02:28
damn......lots of crazy stuff has been going down this week.
this has got to be one of the most eventful weeks of my life.
there's just so much on my mind right now. I can't even sleep anymore. Just some things make ya think a lot. I'm going through a major part of my life right now and its so weird to know it because im going to remember this in the past and these days im going through are going to be days im going to remember. It's just so weird to know that for some reason. I've realized that i REALLY have NO ONE to talk to about these things. Not even my best friends. Its so odd to expeirence that. I thought i had people that i could talk to about stuff when shit like the shit i've been going through lately happens, then you realize you dont have anyone. I do have 1 person, but thats a different story. My world is also full of trust issues, i dont think there is one person living on this earth today that i know of that i can say with certainty and without doubt that i trust them.
It's actually kind of sad when i think about it
I sometimes dont know what im going to do.
It should all pass, but not with memories.