May 09, 2008 22:34
Lots going on.. where to start?
On the girl side... I met two girls through a former coworker. One is awesome but doesn't seem to have time for me. The other, well she is ultra religious. (Not that there is anything wrong with that...)
I met another two girls through a friend. One is pretty cool and one is ultra religious.
I can't believe that I am 25 years old and I finally figured out what I want or need in someone. I very much value the Christian values of these aforementioned girls, but I honestly need a bit more spontaneity, you know what I mean? I mean a girl who goes out and has some drinks, parties, goes on a road trip, acts goofy from time to time, one of the guys etc. And these so called Bible thumpers, I don't have a problem with them at all but you know I just don't really see myself connecting with them quite as much. And honestly, even though they are great people, it REALLY all boils down to whether you connect to them. I mean you can't marry someone that you just don't see eye to eye with. I mean its like you marry your friend, someone you can relate to, joke around with, you know? Its very important!
So we will see where things go with all of these girls I have met.
On the job scene, I work at an auto parts store and I have for some time. In a lot of ways, I love my job. I see a vision of myself moving up the ladder from assistant manager of a store and eventually becoming a DM someday. The DM has a sweet job. I can really see myself loving the duties of a DM and it is a great goal to shoot for as I move up within the company. So for the first time in a while I can see myself staying at a job. But, at the same time I look at other people making tons of money with companies or at office jobs or various things they have found and I think "man my job just doesn't have any prestige. There isn't really anyone in my family who even knows that I work at an auto parts store. My family is just not supportive. I mean I have a college degree. So there is no way anyone in my family could ever understand me or have anything nice to say about me working at an auto parts store. "Yeah but I thought you went to college for radio. Aren't you doing anything with that?" "Yeah but that job, it doesn't have anything to do with your degree does it?"
Its sick. I'm caught. I could get another job that sounds better, and I could make a bit more money, but I need stability and I just don't know if leaving my current job would make me feel any better as a person.
On the radio side, I am helping out with a Brewers postgame show but I am not sure what it will lead to. I am looking at promotions with that station and another one in the Racine/Kenosha area, so we will see what happens. Nothing is in my control right now, just a matter of what people want to do with me or where they think I will fit.
So anyway, we will see what happens with the job (s) and the lovelife..... It seems to be what most of my posts are about.