This Isn't Fair To Me Anymore
Why do I have to love someone so much that all I do is fight with anymore? Why do I always have to feel this pain? Why do I have such an attachment to someone that obviously doesn't want to be with me? Why can't we just get along all the time? Why can't things be the way I thought they were supposed to be, and the way someone made me feel they were going to be? This isn't fair to me, I can't go on like this anymore. I guess I have to start to pick up the pieces and move on. Who knows maybe one day she will want back, but the more we fight and argue the less and less faith I put into that. That ray of hope is fading, but the question is that is it really a ray of hope anyways, or is it I just can't take a hint and know when to go away? I don't know, all I know is that it hurts because I care.