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Well all and all I have to say that the 4th wasn't bad at all. I don't think I did too bad. Made a little love, went out on the lake, showered with Jessie, did some light partying last night, and felt like a million bucks this morning. What else can I ask for? Not much given the scenario we were in. Although the night does leave some questions in my head. First off why is shit just fucked up? I watch one couple who will remind anonymous (Nikki and Randy) go from fighting and Randy ready and trying to leave to about an hour and a half later with Nikki coming inside and saying they are leaving but upon leaving tells me she doesn't know if he has a condom. Now i've been in my fights and arguments and sex can be a great way to quote "make up" and remind you and your boy/girlfriend how strongly you still feel for each other but not that fast. Maybe sometime the next day or next evening, but an hour and a half, I don't think so. Something doesn't exactly sound right with that, but hey who am I to judge? If she wants to go get her shit blown out after a fight I guess more power to them.
Now on to our next illustrious couple who will also remind anonymous (Adri and Chris). Why is it I leave for 20 yes 20 minutes and I come back to the one girl who always and I mean ALWAYS (as long as i've seen her at least) has a smile on her face is sitting on the porch with her boyfriend crying? What kinda shit is that? Can I not leave you kids alone for 20 fucking minutes before shit hits the fan? Guess not. Now I didn't catch details on why this occurred but i'm going to make a point to find out why, cause in my brain when Adri cries something is definitely WRONG.
It was good to spend the day with Jessie although our first conversation of the day via telephone has much to be desired. It's all good though, we uh "made up" later also :-). The lake was fun but crowded and the breeze didn't help conditions but my back isn't as sore as I thought it was going to be this morning. A-Rod's was pretty tight last night but I seriously wish that I could just keep you all night. I hate the fact that in a situation when we are both mellowed out and just cuddly I have to take you home and leave you there. I hate it, absolutely hate it. I can't wait for the day I don't have to take you home or you don't have to leave me to go home. It's such a pain in the ass and I feel it kills sooooo many moods we have. I love seeing you in things like what you were wearing last night, part of me still says that you wore it just because I bitched about it earlier in the day but either way i'm glad I got to see you in that. Those are the things i'm talking about though, for the longest time you used to wear things that would just make me want to like eat you or something, make me want you in the worst way possible, but now most of the time you just wear like pajamas or something. It's kind of expected. That relationship dilemma, you know you have me and how I feel about you so the need or desire to impress me like that isn't what it used to be. Now i'm not mad about it or anything but I won't lie to you, I really do miss it at times. I think your drop dead gorgeous when you want to be. When you stop and dress yourself up i'm just stunned by how beautiful you are. Don't take this the wrong way, you should know I think your beautiful regardless if you dress up or not, but when you do, GODDAMN!!!!! It makes me just want to like parade you around so everyone else can see what I have and what they can't. I guess i'll have to get better about taking you out more so you'll want to get all pretty for me. i hope at least.
LONG LIVE THE LONG ISLAND ICED TEA!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone else think they can drink a shit load of that stuff?
Tuesday is the big day. Jessie turns the big 17 but more importantly our relationship turns 1. Lets hope that many more "big days" lie ahead. What's shitty though is I have to work so I won't be able to spend the whole day with her but i'm sure i'll make up for it with the time I do have. You know, cheesecakes, chocolate covered strawberries, hot oil massages, champagne, things like that just to get a feel for what's on my mind at least about Tuesday. Too bad Homer works the day shift now or she might really be in trouble.
Well I think that about all for now, I have to venture out to the land of large animals and girls with spread legs today and work for some cash money, but i'll be home early enough Saturday that I can gather everyone for the fireworks show on my lake that night. Hopefully Sunday i'll have more interesting stories to share.
Now on to our next illustrious couple who will also remind anonymous (Adri and Chris). Why is it I leave for 20 yes 20 minutes and I come back to the one girl who always and I mean ALWAYS (as long as i've seen her at least) has a smile on her face is sitting on the porch with her boyfriend crying? What kinda shit is that? Can I not leave you kids alone for 20 fucking minutes before shit hits the fan? Guess not. Now I didn't catch details on why this occurred but i'm going to make a point to find out why, cause in my brain when Adri cries something is definitely WRONG.
It was good to spend the day with Jessie although our first conversation of the day via telephone has much to be desired. It's all good though, we uh "made up" later also :-). The lake was fun but crowded and the breeze didn't help conditions but my back isn't as sore as I thought it was going to be this morning. A-Rod's was pretty tight last night but I seriously wish that I could just keep you all night. I hate the fact that in a situation when we are both mellowed out and just cuddly I have to take you home and leave you there. I hate it, absolutely hate it. I can't wait for the day I don't have to take you home or you don't have to leave me to go home. It's such a pain in the ass and I feel it kills sooooo many moods we have. I love seeing you in things like what you were wearing last night, part of me still says that you wore it just because I bitched about it earlier in the day but either way i'm glad I got to see you in that. Those are the things i'm talking about though, for the longest time you used to wear things that would just make me want to like eat you or something, make me want you in the worst way possible, but now most of the time you just wear like pajamas or something. It's kind of expected. That relationship dilemma, you know you have me and how I feel about you so the need or desire to impress me like that isn't what it used to be. Now i'm not mad about it or anything but I won't lie to you, I really do miss it at times. I think your drop dead gorgeous when you want to be. When you stop and dress yourself up i'm just stunned by how beautiful you are. Don't take this the wrong way, you should know I think your beautiful regardless if you dress up or not, but when you do, GODDAMN!!!!! It makes me just want to like parade you around so everyone else can see what I have and what they can't. I guess i'll have to get better about taking you out more so you'll want to get all pretty for me. i hope at least.
LONG LIVE THE LONG ISLAND ICED TEA!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone else think they can drink a shit load of that stuff?
Tuesday is the big day. Jessie turns the big 17 but more importantly our relationship turns 1. Lets hope that many more "big days" lie ahead. What's shitty though is I have to work so I won't be able to spend the whole day with her but i'm sure i'll make up for it with the time I do have. You know, cheesecakes, chocolate covered strawberries, hot oil massages, champagne, things like that just to get a feel for what's on my mind at least about Tuesday. Too bad Homer works the day shift now or she might really be in trouble.
Well I think that about all for now, I have to venture out to the land of large animals and girls with spread legs today and work for some cash money, but i'll be home early enough Saturday that I can gather everyone for the fireworks show on my lake that night. Hopefully Sunday i'll have more interesting stories to share.