I have to apologies

Dec 02, 2003 19:34

Bull I have to say sorry about the other evening. We kinda got preoccupied and I never made it out to Vinnies. I feel like I am in a dream with this woman. She has totally stolen my heart and spending the weekend with her and without the kids sealed the deal. We have been together now for about a month almost and she and the kids are all I can think about. I havent been this happy in a long long time and I think that she is the one. Being divorced and having gotten hurt from that I have never really let any of the past women that I dated get close to me but with her it just feels so right!!
It was her daughters birthday yesterday but my mother invited us over for dinner on Saturday to celebrate Ravens birthday and then we were to go to the Santa Claus parade. When we got there my brothers fiance and my mother had gone out and bought her presents which totally blew Kathys mind away and they even bought a present for her son. My mother has totally taken a liking to her and the kids. So yesterday I played hookie from work and so did she and we went and just spent the day together riding around and listening to our Christmas song which is from the first movie we saw together called the ELF and the song is "Baby its cold outside". We went and bought the cd with it on it. Then we went to Walmart and did some Christmas shopping. What really melted my heart was when we were dropping the kids off at school I got out to get Raven out of the babyseat and I was just going to get back in the truck when she says to me "will you hold my hand?" I could not say no to that little girl and I walked her into her class. Later that night we had bought cake and presents for Raven and I barbequed burgers and sausages in the snow brrr for supper. When we were just about finished eating Raven says I want a hug and naturally I thought she was talking to her mom but instead comes over and puts her arms up for me to pick her up and again my heart just melted, then later again when she was hugging her mom she puts her arms out for me to join in on the hug.
I have fallen in love with this lady who is fastly becoming the love of my life. Tonight when we were talking on the phone again Raven asks if she could talk to me and she told me she misses me. Kathy then tells me that as they were decorating the house her son Jake took out 4 stockings for the chimney and Kathy said it caught her by surprise and she asked him who they were for and he said Raven, me, you and Kevin. I could not beleive it. Guys and Gals I am in LOVE with the most amazing lady and her family.

I hope that everyone else can be as happy as I am right now!!!
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