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The past couple days I've had this feeling hanging over my head. This feeling of loneliness and a need to have someone important in my life, in a romantic way of course. I haven't had this in quite a long time.
I don't like the way this makes me feel. I like the idea of feeling comfortable with being on my own very much, I think it helps me think clearer and make better decisions. Not to say I prefer to be alone or anything, just that I prefer to be okay with it, if that is the option that lays in front of me. I would gladly consider just about any opportunity that came across, within reason, but I do not like the idea of going out looking for love. There's too much disappointment, too much pain in that. In my experience, going that route rarely leaves you on top.
Maybe I do need to spend more time around potential interests... Go on dates, ask girls that I'm acquainted with to hang out, and maybe girls I don't know at all. Maybe if I just casually hang out with girls and remember to keep my emotions in check... who knows.. maybe I'll discover someone worth taking a serious interest in.
I don't like the way this makes me feel. I like the idea of feeling comfortable with being on my own very much, I think it helps me think clearer and make better decisions. Not to say I prefer to be alone or anything, just that I prefer to be okay with it, if that is the option that lays in front of me. I would gladly consider just about any opportunity that came across, within reason, but I do not like the idea of going out looking for love. There's too much disappointment, too much pain in that. In my experience, going that route rarely leaves you on top.
Maybe I do need to spend more time around potential interests... Go on dates, ask girls that I'm acquainted with to hang out, and maybe girls I don't know at all. Maybe if I just casually hang out with girls and remember to keep my emotions in check... who knows.. maybe I'll discover someone worth taking a serious interest in.