(no subject)
I'm sitting in the library bored as all hell because I have to wait for my mom to get out of work. I hate Wednesday. It is quite cold in here becuase they have decided to open a window. Why you would do that in the basement of a building I'm not totally sure but it happens I guess.
I just read Liz's livejournal entry and it made me really sad. I don't want her to doubt herself. She deserves more than what she's getting from all the work she's doing. I miss last year I have decided. I always seem to live in the past. Pathetic, I know.
I got to talk to Connie for a brief moment this weekend and I was so happy to hear from her. She's not stuck in that shitty ass job anymore. Her life is good and I'm happy for her and miss her so much.
I've been coughing alot and I don't like it. That means I'm going to get sick. I can't afford to get sick.
I was told last night that I almost got fired and still could get fired. I got a drive off last week and Jackie, bitch district manager, tried to tell my manager to fire me. My manager didn't understand how Jackie could say that considering I've never gotten written up in the year and half that I've worked there. Now she says if I get another one, I'm out. So please, if you come to my gas station, don't drive off without paying. I can't lose my job.
Spring Break is almost here and you do not know how excited I am. I'm tired of school right now. I'm just totally wore out.
We're getting a new roommate. I'm so excited and I just can't hide, I'm about to lose control and I think I like it. This guy that's moving in is so funny. I love hanging out with him. But it's going to be a bit akward for me because I seem to have formed a crush on the guy. Maybe I'll just seduce him.
I drove the other night. Everyone cheer for Bethany. All I need in 67 dollars and I can do it. I found out my permit expired the other day so I have to get a new one. And then I can take the test. I just want my damn license so I don't have to depend on anyone ever again. I would be so happy with that much freedom and I get to go places when I'm bored. I would be the shi-ite with a car. I think I got to the point that I need it now so that's my motivation to get the damn thing.
This window really needs to be shut.
Okay, I think I'm going to go play games now. I only have an hour and fifty three more minutes until my mom gets out of work and I get to go home.
Signing off...
Big Head in a Lil Top Hat
I just read Liz's livejournal entry and it made me really sad. I don't want her to doubt herself. She deserves more than what she's getting from all the work she's doing. I miss last year I have decided. I always seem to live in the past. Pathetic, I know.
I got to talk to Connie for a brief moment this weekend and I was so happy to hear from her. She's not stuck in that shitty ass job anymore. Her life is good and I'm happy for her and miss her so much.
I've been coughing alot and I don't like it. That means I'm going to get sick. I can't afford to get sick.
I was told last night that I almost got fired and still could get fired. I got a drive off last week and Jackie, bitch district manager, tried to tell my manager to fire me. My manager didn't understand how Jackie could say that considering I've never gotten written up in the year and half that I've worked there. Now she says if I get another one, I'm out. So please, if you come to my gas station, don't drive off without paying. I can't lose my job.
Spring Break is almost here and you do not know how excited I am. I'm tired of school right now. I'm just totally wore out.
We're getting a new roommate. I'm so excited and I just can't hide, I'm about to lose control and I think I like it. This guy that's moving in is so funny. I love hanging out with him. But it's going to be a bit akward for me because I seem to have formed a crush on the guy. Maybe I'll just seduce him.
I drove the other night. Everyone cheer for Bethany. All I need in 67 dollars and I can do it. I found out my permit expired the other day so I have to get a new one. And then I can take the test. I just want my damn license so I don't have to depend on anyone ever again. I would be so happy with that much freedom and I get to go places when I'm bored. I would be the shi-ite with a car. I think I got to the point that I need it now so that's my motivation to get the damn thing.
This window really needs to be shut.
Okay, I think I'm going to go play games now. I only have an hour and fifty three more minutes until my mom gets out of work and I get to go home.
Signing off...
Big Head in a Lil Top Hat