an attempt at an update..
went on a walk in the middle of the night, as usual...
thought a bit too much today
talked about sad things too much too..
reminiscing(sp?), and looking through things of the past...may seem good at first, but ...brought back wayy too much..
im wide awake and its 2 in the morning. i hate this.
tomorrow (technically today), serg and i are hanging out..hopefully..its much needed.
i realized that i'm not good with 'free time'...which may be why i hate summertime. ...i hate having nothing to do. it may seem good during the year, when everything is so busy...but i like having my day filled with the bullshit. ...its better than having none..right?! haha.
umm..i got pics developed. but i developed the wrong roll..cuz im a dumb! ..so i have random pictures from when we dressed 80's to theatre...my sisters bday, and like three from The Wiz..but they were good ones!
i really miss nicole,...but i mailed her at camp. so..that's good...ugh, i dont wanna get emo
umm....
i stocked up on my art supplies. and having been drawing sooo much. its insane! well...not that insane, cuz i love drawing..and im kinda good at it...(is that conceited?!..sorry)
umm..so yeah, i guess i can learn to keep myself busy with that.
i need a disney day..(more like evening, i hate the sun) like no other! haha
...so more like, i need to just go see Aladdin... :-)
i've missed so much DeGrassi, im kinda upset..but the season finale is tomorrow night at 8, im excited.
i dont know why im wide awake at this hour, but i've definately got to get rid of this habit.
umm...i think i'll go play some Playstation2...
have a wonderful..night?day?..whatev
MUR~~
~~ker
thought a bit too much today
talked about sad things too much too..
reminiscing(sp?), and looking through things of the past...may seem good at first, but ...brought back wayy too much..
im wide awake and its 2 in the morning. i hate this.
tomorrow (technically today), serg and i are hanging out..hopefully..its much needed.
i realized that i'm not good with 'free time'...which may be why i hate summertime. ...i hate having nothing to do. it may seem good during the year, when everything is so busy...but i like having my day filled with the bullshit. ...its better than having none..right?! haha.
umm..i got pics developed. but i developed the wrong roll..cuz im a dumb! ..so i have random pictures from when we dressed 80's to theatre...my sisters bday, and like three from The Wiz..but they were good ones!
i really miss nicole,...but i mailed her at camp. so..that's good...ugh, i dont wanna get emo
umm....
i stocked up on my art supplies. and having been drawing sooo much. its insane! well...not that insane, cuz i love drawing..and im kinda good at it...(is that conceited?!..sorry)
umm..so yeah, i guess i can learn to keep myself busy with that.
i need a disney day..(more like evening, i hate the sun) like no other! haha
...so more like, i need to just go see Aladdin... :-)
i've missed so much DeGrassi, im kinda upset..but the season finale is tomorrow night at 8, im excited.
i dont know why im wide awake at this hour, but i've definately got to get rid of this habit.
umm...i think i'll go play some Playstation2...
have a wonderful..night?day?..whatev
MUR~~
~~ker