wow, i havent updated in a really really long ass time...well, publicly atleast..
so here i go:
last night was closing of The Wiz. it was really sad. ...i did the whole circle talking thing to nicole larson, so, yeah...enough said.
nicole kennedy and i decorated special people's car windows, hehe
then eva, sergo, and i went to the cast party. hung out by the fire with a bunch of people it was fun.
then nicole larson and i decided it was time to leave. so we went back to the party to say our 'goodbyes'...and as nicole and i were walking back down to the party we were bawling...we both know this isnt goodbye, but we are terrified we are gonna have to go another year without seeing eachother! ...but it wont happen...neither of us will let it.
so...then we went in to the party, cried more seeing a bunch of people. took pictures which probably look like poo cuz we were all crying. meh.
then nicole drove suzie and bethany and i home. when she dropped me off...again, the tears...stood outside my house for a good ten minutes hugging.
it sounds dumb now. but last night was just really really hard.
so yeah...
saw my DODO last night. who i went wayyy too long without seeing!!!!
i must try that invention called the telephone. you are right! :)although i did leave u a message or two on ur cell!
im happy the stress of the show is over. but really...i enjoyed working and being with everyone every night. if the show ran up until the first day of school, i would be content. ...but yeah. thats dumb of me.
umm..whatelse?
said my 'kat goodbye' the other night...that was hard too. i knew she didnt want emotional goodbyes...cuz this isnt goodbye forever, just for a little while. i tried to hold it in. but yeah. im not the best at that.
decided that certain friends just arent for me. haha, that sounds so sad. but, three years of this shit, ...im done! i dont need someone who doesnt see our friendship the same as i do. ...thats my vagueness for the entry.
umm..yeah, im really tired still...last night was emotionally draining.
but it was great to see everyone that came to see the show.
i'm glad Kaitlin's birthday ended up good in the end!!!!
we love you, girl!
and....im sleepy now.
~KER~
last night was closing of The Wiz. it was really sad. ...i did the whole circle talking thing to nicole larson, so, yeah...enough said.
nicole kennedy and i decorated special people's car windows, hehe
then eva, sergo, and i went to the cast party. hung out by the fire with a bunch of people it was fun.
then nicole larson and i decided it was time to leave. so we went back to the party to say our 'goodbyes'...and as nicole and i were walking back down to the party we were bawling...we both know this isnt goodbye, but we are terrified we are gonna have to go another year without seeing eachother! ...but it wont happen...neither of us will let it.
so...then we went in to the party, cried more seeing a bunch of people. took pictures which probably look like poo cuz we were all crying. meh.
then nicole drove suzie and bethany and i home. when she dropped me off...again, the tears...stood outside my house for a good ten minutes hugging.
it sounds dumb now. but last night was just really really hard.
so yeah...
saw my DODO last night. who i went wayyy too long without seeing!!!!
i must try that invention called the telephone. you are right! :)although i did leave u a message or two on ur cell!
im happy the stress of the show is over. but really...i enjoyed working and being with everyone every night. if the show ran up until the first day of school, i would be content. ...but yeah. thats dumb of me.
umm..whatelse?
said my 'kat goodbye' the other night...that was hard too. i knew she didnt want emotional goodbyes...cuz this isnt goodbye forever, just for a little while. i tried to hold it in. but yeah. im not the best at that.
decided that certain friends just arent for me. haha, that sounds so sad. but, three years of this shit, ...im done! i dont need someone who doesnt see our friendship the same as i do. ...thats my vagueness for the entry.
umm..yeah, im really tired still...last night was emotionally draining.
but it was great to see everyone that came to see the show.
i'm glad Kaitlin's birthday ended up good in the end!!!!
we love you, girl!
and....im sleepy now.
~KER~