its a new year..
so im not excited for this whole New Year's business.
i just got back from Big Bear, it was fun. i love the snow..but i think i would love it more if i could play with it AND still have feeling in my hands!
new year's eve..was fun. played games, drank..(a bit), hung out, tried to go to sleep because i was really sad..but that didnt really work. i cried a lot in the night time..last year was soo...not good at all..and im really dreading this year. i dont want another year..especially this one..cuz soo many people will be leaving my life..it just makes me really sad. i know i probably sound really dramatic..but i mean, not many people really know how my life has been going..so, i think im not being dramatic at all! but for some reason..i kinda wished kir knew i was crying last night..i kinda wanted to talk..but, ...oh well. i tried to hold it in. um..yeah.
so my new years resolution is: TO STOP MY "BAD HABITS"...hopefully i will be strong..but as of now..its not looking up!
-ker
i just got back from Big Bear, it was fun. i love the snow..but i think i would love it more if i could play with it AND still have feeling in my hands!
new year's eve..was fun. played games, drank..(a bit), hung out, tried to go to sleep because i was really sad..but that didnt really work. i cried a lot in the night time..last year was soo...not good at all..and im really dreading this year. i dont want another year..especially this one..cuz soo many people will be leaving my life..it just makes me really sad. i know i probably sound really dramatic..but i mean, not many people really know how my life has been going..so, i think im not being dramatic at all! but for some reason..i kinda wished kir knew i was crying last night..i kinda wanted to talk..but, ...oh well. i tried to hold it in. um..yeah.
so my new years resolution is: TO STOP MY "BAD HABITS"...hopefully i will be strong..but as of now..its not looking up!
-ker