Transitioning
Hello New World....Its the phrase thats been stuck in my head since the move. that and its one of my favorite songs from the last Clipse album. ether way same meaning. tho i am more alone than ever in a city i dont know where my mother is the one whos not a stranger, i feel fine. back in BadNews i would be in some deep hormornal depression......yes like a female. but in cheseapeke its like its whatever.
honestly i dont get it. and it kinda worries me. but i havent felt relieved in over 10 years. literally. So im just rolling with it and taking advantage of this lack of wieght on my shoulders.
the only thing that bothers me is i have nobody to share it with. the friends i have currently are ether fake or full of shit. but then my real friends are not even here. ether out of the stte or out of the country. hince the alone factor. but i have experience far worse and this is an Godly change in pace. so i will be alright.
so far, this is a good way to end the 09. 2010 better be good.
honestly i dont get it. and it kinda worries me. but i havent felt relieved in over 10 years. literally. So im just rolling with it and taking advantage of this lack of wieght on my shoulders.
the only thing that bothers me is i have nobody to share it with. the friends i have currently are ether fake or full of shit. but then my real friends are not even here. ether out of the stte or out of the country. hince the alone factor. but i have experience far worse and this is an Godly change in pace. so i will be alright.
so far, this is a good way to end the 09. 2010 better be good.