WANT THE BETTER THINGS IN LIFE.......
I want the better things in life. better car, better clothes, better car, better living space, better job, better income, better plans, better chances to suceed, hell a better life!!!! sick of doing things the honest way like its gonna get me anywhere. yea i wanna learn and get a higher education. Yea i wanna have a good career. yea i wanna live right. but i live in virginia. if u dont get lucky, already have an education, or have a skill that is in demand, not a damn soul will give u a chance. and im getting sick of it. im tired of not having money. im almost willing to do anything for that paper. rob, steal, kill, all that. i'll neva do it tho. i could never live with myself to do that. but nobody ever said about dealing....nah couldnt do that ether....actually i could. but not for long. just long enough to get by and back on my feet.....or maybe as a lil more income when i do.....NO. i gotta stop thinking like that. its a trap dammit. u get into it. there aint coming out without losing something of value and it aint nothing materialistic.....i dont know....im on that line between light and dark. order and chaos, the shit is tearing me a part....so close to the darkside. i can taste the fuckin grimm. im slippin'.......