time after time
wow
things have certainly not been what i expected my frosh year of college would be not so much bad just different first i was blessed this summer with meeting an amazing girl who seemed to fit into my life like that last piece of a puzzle. the summer pre college was unbelieveably dope. then frosh year started and after a couple of weeks i got real tired of the college drinking fest also known as "thursday night,friday night, and saturday night." Now its not such a big deal because I'm used to it and I tend to find other things to do. I've met some dope people this year and am def glad i decided on here as opposed to davis. And as cool as the people are here they can never touch my friends at home because not only do you all make me feel so confortable but you are all amazing people. About february i realized i was almost living two diff lives here and in the L because they are quite different. I've started hoopin it again and developed a deep love for poker and played in my first real big tourney today and i did real well, making it to the last 3 tables out of 17 tables or so... unfortunately i didn't "cash"/win a prize but no worries i had fun and gained some legit experience which should help me in the future. I have some sweet soon to be roommates next year once we find a place lol and life is good. But college is harder then i expected and has had its turmoil. Ive had some major issues with the roomie and with pre finals week depression/sadness and also got my first C in a class ever which disapointed myself big time but I have gotten over it because I did battle back from an F in that class. I have gained a ridiculous appreciation for my family and friendships at home because I now realize how important they all are and how life isnt always about me but my interactions with fam/friends and how important it is. As i sit here avoiding my paper i realize this has been the fastest year of my life and a major changing one. I realized how much more open minded i have become towards lots of things and have seen some very interesting standpoints ( and have realized that neither the republican nor the democratic party have all the answers for our country no matter what they say) I think have matured living on my own but I def know that I'm nowhere near a real adult (ask my mom she can tell you how immature I am) and with 6 weeks left in school i realize how much i actually will miss the dorms even though my room barely fits two on the floor ask mo or kellie they could tell you how big this joint is and life well... the sun comes up every morning and I thank God for who he has made me and how awesome He is and how much I enjoy life let me tell you nailing a math midterm then not having class for four days feels soooo good and as I told my boy John last night after he made like 3 baskets in a row "Call me butter cuz I'm on a roll...........
things have certainly not been what i expected my frosh year of college would be not so much bad just different first i was blessed this summer with meeting an amazing girl who seemed to fit into my life like that last piece of a puzzle. the summer pre college was unbelieveably dope. then frosh year started and after a couple of weeks i got real tired of the college drinking fest also known as "thursday night,friday night, and saturday night." Now its not such a big deal because I'm used to it and I tend to find other things to do. I've met some dope people this year and am def glad i decided on here as opposed to davis. And as cool as the people are here they can never touch my friends at home because not only do you all make me feel so confortable but you are all amazing people. About february i realized i was almost living two diff lives here and in the L because they are quite different. I've started hoopin it again and developed a deep love for poker and played in my first real big tourney today and i did real well, making it to the last 3 tables out of 17 tables or so... unfortunately i didn't "cash"/win a prize but no worries i had fun and gained some legit experience which should help me in the future. I have some sweet soon to be roommates next year once we find a place lol and life is good. But college is harder then i expected and has had its turmoil. Ive had some major issues with the roomie and with pre finals week depression/sadness and also got my first C in a class ever which disapointed myself big time but I have gotten over it because I did battle back from an F in that class. I have gained a ridiculous appreciation for my family and friendships at home because I now realize how important they all are and how life isnt always about me but my interactions with fam/friends and how important it is. As i sit here avoiding my paper i realize this has been the fastest year of my life and a major changing one. I realized how much more open minded i have become towards lots of things and have seen some very interesting standpoints ( and have realized that neither the republican nor the democratic party have all the answers for our country no matter what they say) I think have matured living on my own but I def know that I'm nowhere near a real adult (ask my mom she can tell you how immature I am) and with 6 weeks left in school i realize how much i actually will miss the dorms even though my room barely fits two on the floor ask mo or kellie they could tell you how big this joint is and life well... the sun comes up every morning and I thank God for who he has made me and how awesome He is and how much I enjoy life let me tell you nailing a math midterm then not having class for four days feels soooo good and as I told my boy John last night after he made like 3 baskets in a row "Call me butter cuz I'm on a roll...........