If I'm really gonna talk it out I still kinda prefer it here.
So far I have had a much better 2007 than the end of 2006.
I have all the same roadblocks in my mind about sex and being close in a meaningful way with somebody but I feel optimistic about them. I had a nice dream at some point between the night before last and last night in which a friend and I were spending time togther and we were actring very much like a couple just starting, holding hands and stuff, no kissing or what-you-will, just being comfortable touching alot which I am really not usually. It was a nice dream. So guess what you, you're in my thoughts in a nice way.
It was Travis.
Is he joking? He could be sereous... Who knows with this guy?!
Adam Church has some cute pals who are younger than me enough that I kinda feel like Matt Mcounaheigh (Screw trying to spell that right, the extra sylables and consonants'll do him good,)in Dazed and Confuzed, but that is maybe what I need.
I'm thinking: How much for a roundtrip train ticket to NY?
Go tear the big apple up with all the folks out there I know.
That'd be cool.
The car stuff is getting behind me, the IRS stuff is well enough in hand and the money is coming in nicely after all this work time. I'm getting comfy in my Explorer which I still don't technically own since I still have no title but that'll get worked out soon.
The woman running around Disney are captivating.
Some of 'em.
I'm worried when Kev and Eliza get married I'll never get to see her but I can't really do anything about that so I'm prepairing myself to play the part of the estranged friend and just see all the bitter sweet bla bla bla and so on etcetera etcetera.
It's gonna be really hard to push myself out of the state in September and the experience of so doing should be a really educational one.
-M
-M
I have all the same roadblocks in my mind about sex and being close in a meaningful way with somebody but I feel optimistic about them. I had a nice dream at some point between the night before last and last night in which a friend and I were spending time togther and we were actring very much like a couple just starting, holding hands and stuff, no kissing or what-you-will, just being comfortable touching alot which I am really not usually. It was a nice dream. So guess what you, you're in my thoughts in a nice way.
It was Travis.
Is he joking? He could be sereous... Who knows with this guy?!
Adam Church has some cute pals who are younger than me enough that I kinda feel like Matt Mcounaheigh (Screw trying to spell that right, the extra sylables and consonants'll do him good,)in Dazed and Confuzed, but that is maybe what I need.
I'm thinking: How much for a roundtrip train ticket to NY?
Go tear the big apple up with all the folks out there I know.
That'd be cool.
The car stuff is getting behind me, the IRS stuff is well enough in hand and the money is coming in nicely after all this work time. I'm getting comfy in my Explorer which I still don't technically own since I still have no title but that'll get worked out soon.
The woman running around Disney are captivating.
Some of 'em.
I'm worried when Kev and Eliza get married I'll never get to see her but I can't really do anything about that so I'm prepairing myself to play the part of the estranged friend and just see all the bitter sweet bla bla bla and so on etcetera etcetera.
It's gonna be really hard to push myself out of the state in September and the experience of so doing should be a really educational one.
-M
-M