Back from a Gray.
Well, it has been quite a rough time since I last update (excluding that last one for t-dawg.)
After MUCH NEEDED reflecting, writing and dying, I am ok now. I've come to terms with it all, and quite frankly I've forgotten about it all. After the worst valentines day ever I am doing ok. Today I went with brad to do some much needed recording and soul bearing with josh and jake. It was a very good expereince. I needed that. Thanks for everything josh. About my attitude on monday, sorry holly, i kinda blew up on you. All that love around didn't make me feel so grand. But just so u all know it wasn't for nothing. What I was furiously engaged in writing was the first completed song of Cloud IX. I'll post the lyrics. Brad and I will premier it at the lounge party at t's house, hopefully this next saturday. The parts that are sad are obviously about u know who, and the nice parts are about, well lets just skip that...
Girls I’ve had and Never Will
Intro:
When I see you, my soul lights up.
When I held her, my heart skipped a beat.
And now in my gray,
Lovers all away.
The red, it burns, deep inside,
And all I want to do is sit and
Cry
Verse:
And then I see you,
Your sparkling eyes,
And beautiful smile,
And for a while,
I don’t want to die.
And I wonder,
If your lovely could ever be mine
Chorus:
You are beauty
You are lovely
You are everything
in everyone,
that i've ever wished i could ever have.
Verse 2:
And then I see you,
Your sparkling eyes,
And beautiful smile,
And for a while,
I don’t want to die.
Chorus:
You are beauty
You are lovely
You are everything
in everyone,
that I ever dreamt i could ever have.
To love
To hold
To never
Let go.
Uplift:
This hurt
I’ve never felt anything
That ever burned this much
This hurts
You left me for another and
Well now I’ve found one too
You are everything...
After MUCH NEEDED reflecting, writing and dying, I am ok now. I've come to terms with it all, and quite frankly I've forgotten about it all. After the worst valentines day ever I am doing ok. Today I went with brad to do some much needed recording and soul bearing with josh and jake. It was a very good expereince. I needed that. Thanks for everything josh. About my attitude on monday, sorry holly, i kinda blew up on you. All that love around didn't make me feel so grand. But just so u all know it wasn't for nothing. What I was furiously engaged in writing was the first completed song of Cloud IX. I'll post the lyrics. Brad and I will premier it at the lounge party at t's house, hopefully this next saturday. The parts that are sad are obviously about u know who, and the nice parts are about, well lets just skip that...
Girls I’ve had and Never Will
Intro:
When I see you, my soul lights up.
When I held her, my heart skipped a beat.
And now in my gray,
Lovers all away.
The red, it burns, deep inside,
And all I want to do is sit and
Cry
Verse:
And then I see you,
Your sparkling eyes,
And beautiful smile,
And for a while,
I don’t want to die.
And I wonder,
If your lovely could ever be mine
Chorus:
You are beauty
You are lovely
You are everything
in everyone,
that i've ever wished i could ever have.
Verse 2:
And then I see you,
Your sparkling eyes,
And beautiful smile,
And for a while,
I don’t want to die.
Chorus:
You are beauty
You are lovely
You are everything
in everyone,
that I ever dreamt i could ever have.
To love
To hold
To never
Let go.
Uplift:
This hurt
I’ve never felt anything
That ever burned this much
This hurts
You left me for another and
Well now I’ve found one too
You are everything...