Dec 12, 2005 00:49
i love the neighbor girls. they are so cute. to take a break from final studying we decided to have a snowball fight. it was supposed to be 218 1/2 against 220, but it ended up being boys against girls and we teamed up against the boys from below. if you know where i live this makes sense. if you don't you are probably wondering what the hell i am talking about. the bottom line is it was fun and now i am freaking hot from running around.
so i am the worst studier ever. at least i have the excuse of going to work to explain part of my day. i did a little studying, but i have to write an essay on porn. basic stuff. should be no problem. the only bad thing is my final is at an early 8am. is the sun even up then? at least i'm not the only one. ian and one of the neighbor girls has one then too.
i have turned into an old lady. not only do i know how to knit scarves. i spent much of my weekend playing yahtzee with the roomies.
my debt is consuming me. i had to cancel my trip to new york for new years that i have been bragging about for the past month. i think i'm getting screwed over by my bank and i might have to go cause hell tomorrow. bastards.
i am looking forward to going home just because it will mean that finals are over, but i know that it is really boring there. i hope that i am able to stay busy. if not i can always come back early and see if i can pick up some extra shifts at the cafe. oye.
i talked to my mom last night. she told me it's just stress and that it will get better when i come home. i didn't tell her that it's been going on for awhile. my my arms keep falling asleep and there is ringing in my ears and sharp shooting pains in my head. i'll trust her for now. because i don't want to know what else it could be....even though i have already thought that through.
i guess i should go to bed considering i have to get up in 5 hours to take my test. as long as i don't fail any of these finals i will be done with undergrad classes. pressure is on.