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Sep 05, 2005 22:01

why is it that what we want we can never have and what we have is never good enough?

i can always tell right away if things are going to work out and for some reason the most impossible situations are the ones that i always want to work out. i've been getting a lot of attention lately but for some reason it doesn't matter. there are so many things that should turn me off about this one person but they make it a challenge, maybe that's why i want it to work so bad.

i had an idea today. if i can find a different guy to take me out to dinner every night of the week i could save a lot of money. i could go out and have dinner, save half of it for lunch the next day, and repeat. too bad i have a conscience and could never do that to anyone.

i really screwed myself over this weekend staying up all night friday and not going to sleep until saturday afternoon for only 4 hours and then partying all night saturday untill 6am. and all i can think about is having to work tomorrow night until 4am again.

so i met another guy saturday and he won't stop calling. and i'm really not that interested. my mind is stuck on someone else, even if it is highly unlikely it will work. he just called talked to me for 5 min and then said he was going to go watch tv and that he would call back when it's over. why would you call me in the first place then? he's called me about 5 times already today...kind of annoying. GUYS HERE IS MY TIP OF THE DAY: Play a little bit of hard to get. if you make it too easy it ruins some of the fun. one phone call a day is great unless you have something important to ask/say.

i think i got bit by a spider. i thought it was a mosquito, but i think it's getting bigger. eww. hopefully i live until tomorrow so i can get it checked out.
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