Apr 10, 2005 20:12
the world is a boxer and i am its punching bag. this is the conclusion that i have come to.
i've been thinking a lot lately about whether or not i want to be in a relationship with bobby, but now it doesn't matter because me and the shadeball are done. i've had enough. why is it that i only attract the losers? it makes me feel really good about myself.
bobby. oh bobby. your loss. my sister raised some good points. do i really want to be with someone who has no ambition, college degree, doesn't mind being laid off, drives a small weiner car? NO. you are worried that there are going to be long distance charges? can't you come up with a better excuse than that? i'm sorry you got burned in your last relationship, but beth doesn't play games and i am not going to beg and plead for you to open up to me. if you don't want to fine. the end. maybe you should go buy some jumper cables. asshole.
i love when a song comes on that fits your life perfectly:
I see how your trying to weasel
your way in
boy i know how you manueveur
with your confusion
you tell me that i'm your only
and how bad that you want me
then why are you so shady
if i'm supposed to be your lady
why should I believe anything you say
and how could you shame me that way
tell me where where did you get the nerve
to even think that you you could
play me wrong
i'm done with the little boys. i need a MAN.
this means that i might be home for the whole summer after all. works for me. that means more time on the jet ski. beach volleyball. chilling with the fam. the important stuff.
and now i get to go stress about the insane amount of work i have to do.