Becah...Becah...Becah

[biggiobabe77]

Yeah, these two days sucked. For some reason I guess Becah never cared about our friendship. Which really hurts because I told her things about Josh and I can only imagine what went through her head as I said this stuff, because apparently it meant nothing to her,because she had to have him. Its just weird because we talked about it and it was said if she continues talking to him we are no longer friends. And guess what she did... And now people are saying she likes Ethan? Whats with that? Make your mind up because you are just gonna hurt someone else. And stop trying to hide it from me. Im not stupid. People see yall and tell me. And a lot of people are mad at you because they are my friends. They CARE about me! And its a really shitty thing to do to a "friend" so of course they are going to be mad. You should have expected it. I just dont know why you would do something this low. AND Im not the only one you have done this to. Which makes it worse and thats also why people are mad at you. Because this is like the 3rd time. I think girls need to realize to keep their mouths closed around you because it seems as though when we tell you about the guys we like you think hmmm maybe I should like him too. I know Im being bitch. But Im tired of trying to be nice and getting nothing in return. This is my journal for me to talk about my feelings and I have done so because so many people feel this way but wont do anything about it. Im just really pissed off. And its gonna stay that way for a long time. I mean since we dont a friendship anymore theres nothing left to say. But I hope you feel as though you have made the right choice. Just realize it wont be the same between us, ever. So when you and Josh are over...dont think I will be "oh ok well since yall didnt work out we can be friends" cause it wont happen. Now I understand why so many people dont like you... before I would stick up for you, now I just dont care... Call me crazy but did I not say this would happen if you continued with what you were doing?

Its sad that this is what it has come to...:/