@ school...tired...sick....dont know...
well can't complain about this weekend....was actualy kinda fun.......only one thing coulda made it better, but im not gonna stress about that right now....hopefully next weekend....ne ways...sick of this "loaner" car already..its such a piece of shit.....can't wait till my cars done....besides the fact that its gonna cost $500 outta my pocket....whne i pick it up....lol..yeah right my pocket....wish i had that much right now....more like The Bank of Grandad.....i'm gonna owe them so much money be4 im outta college.....ne ways...
been thinking about alot.....friends...someone i consider a "BEST" friend....and the question she asked me the other day...."so what are you going to do about the whole ----- situation?".......if yer important enough u know what it is.....i don't know why but ever since she asked me its just been stuck in my head....my answer to that question..was ..."nothing".....but ya know why....because im scared to take the chance.....but just like i did two months ago in another situation, i need to find the courage to take that chance.....so im back at the start,stuck in the same exact spot i was 2 months ago.....but ...lifes about taking chances...and if you dot take those chances than what is your reason for being here still....life isnt life without taking chances.....the one thing i don't want to do tho is ruine either any of the friendships that could be affected by it....im stuck! dont know where to go....???????????????????????????????????......yeah...i know the best thing to do would be what i feel is right, and to follow my heart...but in doing that im afraid of what the outcome could be.....
i've started to become annoyed with ppl lately....on person in particular.....and don't think its because of the whole situation lately with me,erin, and jim......jim...he just sometimes doesn't know when not to say something.....like when he said to me saturday....that the only reason erin hung out with us last weekend....was because he was thhere.....PISSED ME OFF.....but yea w/e......i don't realy believe that nor do i want to.....right now the most important thing to me is still ...the same as it has been....and that's keeping mine and erin's friendship.....i could go on and on about that....but i've done that alot in here....so look back in these...and ull know how i feel...
well....this ones gettin long....and this period is almost over....i skipped stud hall..lol....i hate study hall...some how i never get in trouble for not going tho...so hey w/e.....i'll update later if anything good happens...
been thinking about alot.....friends...someone i consider a "BEST" friend....and the question she asked me the other day...."so what are you going to do about the whole ----- situation?".......if yer important enough u know what it is.....i don't know why but ever since she asked me its just been stuck in my head....my answer to that question..was ..."nothing".....but ya know why....because im scared to take the chance.....but just like i did two months ago in another situation, i need to find the courage to take that chance.....so im back at the start,stuck in the same exact spot i was 2 months ago.....but ...lifes about taking chances...and if you dot take those chances than what is your reason for being here still....life isnt life without taking chances.....the one thing i don't want to do tho is ruine either any of the friendships that could be affected by it....im stuck! dont know where to go....???????????????????????????????????......yeah...i know the best thing to do would be what i feel is right, and to follow my heart...but in doing that im afraid of what the outcome could be.....
i've started to become annoyed with ppl lately....on person in particular.....and don't think its because of the whole situation lately with me,erin, and jim......jim...he just sometimes doesn't know when not to say something.....like when he said to me saturday....that the only reason erin hung out with us last weekend....was because he was thhere.....PISSED ME OFF.....but yea w/e......i don't realy believe that nor do i want to.....right now the most important thing to me is still ...the same as it has been....and that's keeping mine and erin's friendship.....i could go on and on about that....but i've done that alot in here....so look back in these...and ull know how i feel...
well....this ones gettin long....and this period is almost over....i skipped stud hall..lol....i hate study hall...some how i never get in trouble for not going tho...so hey w/e.....i'll update later if anything good happens...