Feb 26, 2005 00:56
well...its been over a month since i updated...but im not going into details....
recently things have taken quite a fast decline \ ... mary, the one who i could really trust and count on to always be there for me no matter what she was doing, left...she was the best...she coulda been in the middle of a HUGE art project that was due the next day and i would need to talk and she would some how find time to take a break and just sit and talk...she was and is an amazing friend, and i hope we always keep in touch.....
on top of that...melissa...well...shes just being REALLY dumb lately...doing stupid shit...for all the wrong reasons....i dont know what to do...it was like the minute mary walked out on thursday she was a totally different person...why? is there/was there something to prove in acting differently? ...it all has made me realize how much she shit on me....she is such and awesome person...and i use to like everything about her...but idk anymore....i hate being pissed off at each other aand fighting....besides shayne...she's the only true one i got left here...
idk ne more...any suggestions on what i should do next year?? transfer?? stay?? where??