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Tonight was an unusually pleasing night. I was so excited to go see the Orchesis Mini-Concert, and for good reason now that I've seen it. Owen had been talking about it for quite some time and that was the cause for most of my excitement, also because I used to dance and I've been missing it lately. There was this one piece in the concert that had such an impact on me, and still does three hours later. This is the first time I had cried at a performance, and still felt so strongly afterwards. I think it was the combination of live music and the visual of the dance that made it so emotional. I don't know why it is having such an impact on me, but it is. I'm probably making no sense to anyone other than myself but whatever. I wish more than anything that I could be able to dance again, to have such an emotional impact on others as they do on me. I think dance is one of the most beautiful things ever and I feel so blessed to have seen this tonight. I felt that it came at the right time, I needed to see something and feel something like this. I don't know why but I have been feeling numb to a lot of things lately. And if anyone knows who I am, I am a very emotional person, dont know if thats good or bad but thats how ive been my whole life, and being numb is something extremely foreign to me. Well I'm going to bed, this is the weirdest feeling ever and i just feel like crying, but maybe thats what im supposed to be doing, like it'll be some kind of release. I dont know. Until next time.