i hate being naive

Nov 11, 2003 16:52

ya know what..being naive sucks a lot. i thought i found a solution to expecting too much, i liked being pessimistic for awhile cuz then if things go the way that u want you are pleasantly surprised. Thats exactly how things were going for me i was being pleasantly surprised day after day and i was thinking..i could really get used to this THEN...

it all ends

again..my friends think im being pessimistic but their not in my shoes, they dont see the way he looks at you now, they dont see all the misunderstandings i have to live with and somehow take in. I wish more than anything they could understand cuz then i have people i can relate too
its not their fault by any means

im just sick of being me and the lack of luck that comes to the life of stacey

so long my friends
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