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i have $5 in my bank account. those months of working for absolutely nothing. except keeping my car i guess. but who wants that when you can't do anything with it cause you're dead broke?
i was expecting to do something tonight and was thoroughly disappointed by the movie watching and sitting. especially since it was my first day back at work for a while and i wanted to unwind. oddly i don't work on friday which kicks some ass cause usually my whole weekend is devoted to rofo.
i'm getting restless in my own shoes again...which means there needs to be some changes. and some fucking large ones at that. i don't quite know what that means yet but i'm scared at what's going to happen in the aftermath. i wish you could see the future based on a decision you made and then evaluate your options. but then i guess you'd be not living or very bored...or miss cleo.
i miss cuddling with you on my couch. what happened to cuddling without you falling asleep immediately? and i'm sorry i spilled granola on you. it fell.
i just want one kiss that makes me feel like i'm 12 again.
i was expecting to do something tonight and was thoroughly disappointed by the movie watching and sitting. especially since it was my first day back at work for a while and i wanted to unwind. oddly i don't work on friday which kicks some ass cause usually my whole weekend is devoted to rofo.
i'm getting restless in my own shoes again...which means there needs to be some changes. and some fucking large ones at that. i don't quite know what that means yet but i'm scared at what's going to happen in the aftermath. i wish you could see the future based on a decision you made and then evaluate your options. but then i guess you'd be not living or very bored...or miss cleo.
i miss cuddling with you on my couch. what happened to cuddling without you falling asleep immediately? and i'm sorry i spilled granola on you. it fell.
i just want one kiss that makes me feel like i'm 12 again.