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my birthday was kind of pathetic. it put me in a foul mood. but hopefully next weekend i'm having a party at mikey's house. i'll be really disappointed if i don't.
i start work tomorrow. i don't know if i'm excited or hating it. but i need the money and i dug myself in this hole so i guess i should fucking fix it.
i've spent the past few nights sleeping out and i haven't been getting a full night's rest or one without tossing and turning. and i haven't been alone for a long time. it fucking wears on my nerves when i don't have time to myself and it's really been fucking me up lately. i don't know if i'm going to be able to go to school and work without slacking on one of the two. but it's really important that i do well this semester or my parents will stop paying for it. which would be one more thing i can't afford.
i want steve and them to get that house so i can half way live there. i really hope it doesn't fall through like all those other times.
i need to sleep.
i start work tomorrow. i don't know if i'm excited or hating it. but i need the money and i dug myself in this hole so i guess i should fucking fix it.
i've spent the past few nights sleeping out and i haven't been getting a full night's rest or one without tossing and turning. and i haven't been alone for a long time. it fucking wears on my nerves when i don't have time to myself and it's really been fucking me up lately. i don't know if i'm going to be able to go to school and work without slacking on one of the two. but it's really important that i do well this semester or my parents will stop paying for it. which would be one more thing i can't afford.
i want steve and them to get that house so i can half way live there. i really hope it doesn't fall through like all those other times.
i need to sleep.