anymore drama and i'll kill myself!
i dont know what to do anymore, things with bryan are just going down the toilet! it sucks so bad, i really liked him and now we're just like friends! we dont really talk anymore it seems, i dont think he likes me at all right now. ugh this sucks! and when i try to talk to him hes just like "nothings wrong" when i know there is something wrong b/c when he's around its so awkward!
other then that gay crap! i have a friend that treats me like back-up! if her plans fall through with someone she calls me, its so stupid and i think i'm going to tell her to go fuck a monkey if she does it again, b/c its really pissing me off! i mean i wouldn't care if i didn't know but she kinda tells me i'm the second best thing! and she would rather be with someone else, but since i'm not doing anything and shes not, then we can hang out! thats bull shit! and no i'm not saying who she is b/c i'm not sure if i wanna start more crap, i cant handle much anymore!
I miss ben and seth and daryl and butler and all of them, i had fun with them and there was never much drama! =(...i need friends more like they were! unless they are willing to come back to me lol, i love you guys!
i went to a gay fish fry today, felt like killing someone it was so boring!
life sucks sometime!
-carmony
other then that gay crap! i have a friend that treats me like back-up! if her plans fall through with someone she calls me, its so stupid and i think i'm going to tell her to go fuck a monkey if she does it again, b/c its really pissing me off! i mean i wouldn't care if i didn't know but she kinda tells me i'm the second best thing! and she would rather be with someone else, but since i'm not doing anything and shes not, then we can hang out! thats bull shit! and no i'm not saying who she is b/c i'm not sure if i wanna start more crap, i cant handle much anymore!
I miss ben and seth and daryl and butler and all of them, i had fun with them and there was never much drama! =(...i need friends more like they were! unless they are willing to come back to me lol, i love you guys!
i went to a gay fish fry today, felt like killing someone it was so boring!
life sucks sometime!
-carmony