Champagne
"I will never understand you
When will I stop trying
I mean cuz' its just now how I planned to
spend my time til dying." ~311
Long distance, blah . . . . forget that, hour and a half to 2 hours to see someone you absolutely adore as a friend is nothing. Understanding each other and being able to talk on the phone when we're both drunk and chillin while we get sleepy is priceless. Dunno if she enjoys talking as much as I do, but its downright fun. Talked for a good 30 minutes tonight, just random stuff, her formal tonight, our drinking habits LoL, trying to get her to chill this weekend before she runs off back to school, just stuff within our lives. I really would like it to become something more and I kinda wanna think that it will happen sometime down the road, but at the same time I try to force myself to realize its a futile attempt and just won't happen as much as I wish it would. Something is there, I can't place it though, can't tell where it belongs and just wish I could figure stuff out. Maybe I'm oblivious to stuff, most likely, or maybe I'm just blind to the skeet shoot that is my love life. I wish this portion of my life was easy, since the rest isn't in the least. I'm poop-ed goodnight all.
~done
P.S.~I'm sorry I was rude to you on Monday, I didn't mean anything by my comments. I was just being a smartass, as usual, and there was a misunderstanding. I enjoy giving you crap about your team cuz you defend them whole-heartedly and I like that, plus I just like messing with you.;) Good night.
When will I stop trying
I mean cuz' its just now how I planned to
spend my time til dying." ~311
Long distance, blah . . . . forget that, hour and a half to 2 hours to see someone you absolutely adore as a friend is nothing. Understanding each other and being able to talk on the phone when we're both drunk and chillin while we get sleepy is priceless. Dunno if she enjoys talking as much as I do, but its downright fun. Talked for a good 30 minutes tonight, just random stuff, her formal tonight, our drinking habits LoL, trying to get her to chill this weekend before she runs off back to school, just stuff within our lives. I really would like it to become something more and I kinda wanna think that it will happen sometime down the road, but at the same time I try to force myself to realize its a futile attempt and just won't happen as much as I wish it would. Something is there, I can't place it though, can't tell where it belongs and just wish I could figure stuff out. Maybe I'm oblivious to stuff, most likely, or maybe I'm just blind to the skeet shoot that is my love life. I wish this portion of my life was easy, since the rest isn't in the least. I'm poop-ed goodnight all.
~done
P.S.~I'm sorry I was rude to you on Monday, I didn't mean anything by my comments. I was just being a smartass, as usual, and there was a misunderstanding. I enjoy giving you crap about your team cuz you defend them whole-heartedly and I like that, plus I just like messing with you.;) Good night.