May 23, 2005 12:01
I'M A SUCKER FOR FAKES
I'll classify every word out of your lips as a LIE UNTIL you're lying beneath the dirt and the soil hailed as the King of Deceivers and Cheats. You've got a lot to learn. More BEST friends to burn. More malignant LIES to conjure. I'm down and out for now, but until the day you die, I will haunt your dreams. When you decide to paint your white picket fence, be sure to use the purest his money can buy. With every stroke, brush over the past, and smother the true grain of your tainted life. You've got more guts to churn. An eternity to burn. You're about as innocent as cancer. I'm down and out for now, but until the day you die, I will haunt your dreams. I hope your breathing doesn't come easy. I pray to God I'm all you dream. I hope you feel my touch. Hear my voice. Taste my lips with every sip of noise. Save your tears. Don't apoligize. All you'll hear is good-bye until you're a memory.
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ANOTHER ANTHEM
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things i am afraid of(things i fear the most)
myself
i can cause the most damage
thoughts and words
sentences that end with periods and the word notation
losing
mainly to them
losing you(us)
growing up(not growing older)
losing again(anything)friends,thoughts,memories
waking up with Nothing
and falling asleep with everyThing
well versed sentences that i will never understand
puting all trust into something thats going to transform
into a knife
backs made for stabbing
SLUTS!!!
and admiting it
being fine until you see that 1 word...
turning
not darnkess but loneliness(if thats even how u spell it)
mature
holding onto something so tight that u HAVE to let go
-letting go
--giving up
---quiting
failing
being something somebody wants you to be
stomach aches
calls just to hang up
getting called to to be hung up ON
heartaches
SLUTS again
admiting it (again)
APOLAGIES
liers,FAKES,cheaters,2face,son of A bitCH!
ingnoring what anyone says
not learning from a mistake
not flying and just falling'
fight or flight
when it fails fight
theories...
everyday is most likely routine
until we leave
taking life and making into a HUGE game
not living it
treasuring it(and having it stolen)
braces,anything to hold you back
truth
facts
hidden cameras
behind any back,is a lier
power
misused anything
everyone
different
difference
same
similarity
ticking time
things to keep sane(things you have to hold on to)
make it golden
YOU
ME
them...
again life
no no rich text
once again
simple
"waiting for the sun to rise"
not just an ending,but also a brand new begining