I'm moving to Ireland

Jul 24, 2008 20:14

And i'm not joking.

This isn't about a girl. This isn't about doing something crazy. This isn't about me trying to be cooler. This isn't about a fucking girl.

This is about following dreams. This is about surrounding myself with people i only want to be around. This is about changing my life for the better. This is about me taking charge of my life.

This is me losing control of my life.

And liking it.

I love long beach. I love my close friends. I love the music here. I love the ability to just exist. But i need to let go, to grow up, to get away, and i see that more then ever now. I can be this person i am where ever i go, and i need to go somewhere...else.

It's greener there. It's just as much fun. It's smarter there. It isn't American there.

I'll miss Long Beach, but i won't miss America.

I'm not doing it tonight, i don't have the money. I'm gonna transfer into the school in Dundalk, so i'm going to LBCC to see how to do that. Once i have my plan, i'm nailing it to my wall and following it step by step.

No excuses, no broken commitments to myself, no false promises.

I'm doing it.

No joke.
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