Desiring to be publicly pensive again: Nightdreams, Daydreams, and Lifedreams
Leave it to a dream to take the happy parts of your life, and make you question them. Stupid subconscious.
On a seperate note, lately I've had this obsessive fantasy of thinking about what I would do different if I could go back and change things. However, its not like in this dreamy "what if?" kind of way. It's like literally someone invented a time machine, and I'm going back and changing stuff. I try not to think of the "Butterfly Effect"-style though; which is nice. I figure I'll save rationality for the real world, not my daydreams.
Lastly, even though I'm sure no one is going to read this or see my page for a while/ever, I think I will redo my page layout. I am no longer the attention-seeking emo kid with dyed black hair I was freshman year. I am now the attention-seeking emo kid with natural brown hair. That's a big difference, if you don't know emo (and if you've ever said someone is emo in connection with that person cutting themself, you don't).
On a seperate note, lately I've had this obsessive fantasy of thinking about what I would do different if I could go back and change things. However, its not like in this dreamy "what if?" kind of way. It's like literally someone invented a time machine, and I'm going back and changing stuff. I try not to think of the "Butterfly Effect"-style though; which is nice. I figure I'll save rationality for the real world, not my daydreams.
Lastly, even though I'm sure no one is going to read this or see my page for a while/ever, I think I will redo my page layout. I am no longer the attention-seeking emo kid with dyed black hair I was freshman year. I am now the attention-seeking emo kid with natural brown hair. That's a big difference, if you don't know emo (and if you've ever said someone is emo in connection with that person cutting themself, you don't).