Damned if we do... damned if we dont
So have you ever been disgusted at yourself cuz of something you did... probably... its something that comes with life right... in fact its something came with my life a little extra i guess... but whatevs... whats more important is the next question... have you ever been disgusted at yourself for something you didnt do, but thought of... i dont know why... but those get me even worse... it doesnt make sense i guess... but like it does... i guess the only rationale i have for it is that if i dont do it... it makes me think about doing it more... adn the more i think about it... obviously the more i hate it... i think the other thing is... for some reason i find so much harder to find forgiveness for my thoughts instead of my actions... if i do something wrong... i say sorry... give the person a hug... and thats it... my thoughts all i can do is try to feel sorry... ask God for forgiveness... and thats about it... maybe its the hug that does it... i like hugs... God needs to figure out a way to give people hugs... man that sounded lame