Put me in coach

[bigg_andy]

So it kinda looks like its time to retreat again... glimmers of hope... always glimmers... I guess im guilty of overthinking again... and assuming... the funny thing is... my assuming really doesnt make and "ass" out of "u" "me" or anyone really... it just causes a lot of pain... and a lot of staring at the bunk above me... thinking... i guess i get kinda obsessive sometimes... like i think things that i really dont want to... and i may know that they are wrong... but like i still think them sometimes... like i know i am about to climb into bed... im probably going to put on some music (God bless the SLVR)... and im probably going to think about how undeserving i am of anything... and im probably going to think about how flawed i am... and im probably going to think about how awesome my friends are... and im probably going to think about how blessed i am... so yeah... im going to end this one with that slightly more optimistic than usual not

So I wrote this one a little while back... for some reason i am posting it now though...
to preface it a little... it is a song... if i had the means of recording it i would... i kinda want to...

Hello
I see you
Cant you see
Just look up, give it a try
I see the tears in your eyes
And I see the scars on your soul

Where
Are you now
Still looking down
Its like your running away
Just sitting right there all day
Just stand up and look at me
And see that I dont care
But you still wont let me be

i just want to hold you
Want to tell you
That youre still a prize to me
But i feel like i just cant win
Im givin you everything
But youll still just smile at me