update
well, I should do an update from IML etc
at IML, I was doing ok, and actually pushing myself to be out there, at least to other contestance. I gave every one a small gift ( bootblacking suplies) and got to meet every one. I was really happy to see David, Dawg, and sfbootdog
Friday, was the first day of bootblacking. I did ok, but Friday was hell day. bootblack 8 hrs, hr for dinner, then be at the bootblack party. I was doing ok untill the party. at the party, it was at least 100 degrees and no air circulation. I started talking to people and I was getting strange faces, as if they did not know what I was saying.
I also felt like I had to get out, like a panic attack, so I told the Den Daddy, and went to my room to cool off. I was called 45 min later to come back. so I did, and was introduced. I left the party back and forth so I can cool down.
the rest of the weekend it was hard for me to concentrate working as well as dealing with someone elses bootblacking mistake and makeing boots brand new that would never get that way again.
Monday morning I had a very bad headache and would not going away. at the same time I realized I need to lose weight in order to be healthy
I was concerned about what happend at IML, so I got an appointment the following weds.
on the way down the stairs, the stair broke benieth me, and I felt immediate pain and felt like throwing up. my ankle hurt like he'll, so I knew I needed to get to er. so I called the apartment so no one else gets hurt and started to drive to er. I looked at my gas tank and saw I had no gas.... so with a bad ankle I got gas.
after 6 hrs. my ankle got a splint and was sent home.
Tyler came and got some food for me
. mom also came
Sunday had to go back to ER to redo splint
That Friday I was told to go back to ER for possible blood clots in legs
..... more to come