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wow okay, my life right now fuckin sucks .. I hate it so bad.
My parents don't believe anything i say anymore because of jeff, in which by the way they made me break up with him, & told me I would see him over their dead body!! my sisters a total bitch to me anymore, & right now i really fuckin dont like her .. she's a bitch to me & gets me in trouble ... I really hate my life so bad .. all i have done today is cried my eyes out! I mean i go to school, play tennis, & make good grades .. what more do they want from me? I told them I wasn't going to see jeff anymore & they didn't believe me even though i care about him sOOO much, im not going to see him because if i do i will get all "driving priviledges" taken away & wont be able to do anything at all! I mean yes im not going to lie, I do still love him ... he was my first true love, & the sweetest any guy has ever been to me? I dont know, this is going to be so hard? Im not allowed to see or talk to him all because for one my sister and because i guess they think he's not good enough for me, he has totally changed his life all for me! & they dont understand that that really means something? He's changed himself for me? HELLO! Doesn't that show them enough he loves me* He's like my best friend, & understands everything completely, I can talk to him about anything ... god i hate this? my parents told me they didn't trust me or anything i said right now, & until they seen i wasn't talking to him anymore i wasn't to do anything ... tonight I was supposed to go out with bri to norton & ride around .. ya know girls night out ... & guess the fuck what? I CAN'T FUCKIN GO! UGHHHHHHH! me and brad have been hanging out a lot here lately, and well they were like you can go out with brad but you're not going with brianna??? all because my sister was like tara was supposed to go out with brad .. I was like no I said me & bri were probably going to do something ... they all want me to see brad & everything & shew I dont know! I just really want to hang out with my friends right now ... I need my girls ... I miss hanging out with bri so bad .. and everyone else?! They can't make me fall out of love & in love with someone else, Yeah brads a great guy, but im not ready for another relationship right now ... or really anytime here soon.. I dont know what else to do ... I got ready & everything because my dad was like well i'll let you know when i asked him if I could go with bri .. & then he's like no after i get ready & everything .. & my moms being a bitch too .. she's like I know what you're going to do, ya'll are going to st. paul to see jeff & brooks & we really weren't ... and ewwwww god .. i have never been so mad in my entire life ... you would think my parents would want me to go with my girlfriends & have fun .... I fuckin hate everything in this world right now ... . someone please comment & help me!!!
My parents don't believe anything i say anymore because of jeff, in which by the way they made me break up with him, & told me I would see him over their dead body!! my sisters a total bitch to me anymore, & right now i really fuckin dont like her .. she's a bitch to me & gets me in trouble ... I really hate my life so bad .. all i have done today is cried my eyes out! I mean i go to school, play tennis, & make good grades .. what more do they want from me? I told them I wasn't going to see jeff anymore & they didn't believe me even though i care about him sOOO much, im not going to see him because if i do i will get all "driving priviledges" taken away & wont be able to do anything at all! I mean yes im not going to lie, I do still love him ... he was my first true love, & the sweetest any guy has ever been to me? I dont know, this is going to be so hard? Im not allowed to see or talk to him all because for one my sister and because i guess they think he's not good enough for me, he has totally changed his life all for me! & they dont understand that that really means something? He's changed himself for me? HELLO! Doesn't that show them enough he loves me* He's like my best friend, & understands everything completely, I can talk to him about anything ... god i hate this? my parents told me they didn't trust me or anything i said right now, & until they seen i wasn't talking to him anymore i wasn't to do anything ... tonight I was supposed to go out with bri to norton & ride around .. ya know girls night out ... & guess the fuck what? I CAN'T FUCKIN GO! UGHHHHHHH! me and brad have been hanging out a lot here lately, and well they were like you can go out with brad but you're not going with brianna??? all because my sister was like tara was supposed to go out with brad .. I was like no I said me & bri were probably going to do something ... they all want me to see brad & everything & shew I dont know! I just really want to hang out with my friends right now ... I need my girls ... I miss hanging out with bri so bad .. and everyone else?! They can't make me fall out of love & in love with someone else, Yeah brads a great guy, but im not ready for another relationship right now ... or really anytime here soon.. I dont know what else to do ... I got ready & everything because my dad was like well i'll let you know when i asked him if I could go with bri .. & then he's like no after i get ready & everything .. & my moms being a bitch too .. she's like I know what you're going to do, ya'll are going to st. paul to see jeff & brooks & we really weren't ... and ewwwww god .. i have never been so mad in my entire life ... you would think my parents would want me to go with my girlfriends & have fun .... I fuckin hate everything in this world right now ... . someone please comment & help me!!!