down and lonely
well to begin with... i broke up with marlane today, told someone more then i have ever told anyone about my past in my life, and i was hypocrytical in the way i broke up with her.
usually i want to go and tell the person in person why i am going to break up with them, but in this case i was very very very angry and found her and a friend in a parking lot where we usually had our fun. well she put on her mask and was happy and said HEY!!! and i tossed her her wallet from the night before and left. i tried for a while to trust her, and disregard what all her friends told me about her, but there were some tell tale signs when we were together that i wont go into details, but shit happens and noone seems to be truthful anymore. but life goes on,i dont think ill be dating anyone for a long ass time, cause i dont think i can trust anyone with stuff i say.
sorri lani but u didnt say anything, we lost a good thing but if u want to be friends with me and hang out we can, plants and foriegn people can be our friends next to brian, valley, joey...the list goes on
call me if u feel the need
usually i want to go and tell the person in person why i am going to break up with them, but in this case i was very very very angry and found her and a friend in a parking lot where we usually had our fun. well she put on her mask and was happy and said HEY!!! and i tossed her her wallet from the night before and left. i tried for a while to trust her, and disregard what all her friends told me about her, but there were some tell tale signs when we were together that i wont go into details, but shit happens and noone seems to be truthful anymore. but life goes on,i dont think ill be dating anyone for a long ass time, cause i dont think i can trust anyone with stuff i say.
sorri lani but u didnt say anything, we lost a good thing but if u want to be friends with me and hang out we can, plants and foriegn people can be our friends next to brian, valley, joey...the list goes on
call me if u feel the need