looking back when you shouldn't
It's been a while! 13 weeks to be exact, or so livejournal says. I can't even read my friends entries that far back.
But anyway, I have entered a new phase in my life. So much has happened in the past 13 weeks, so many ups and downs (and that's just volleyball)! Well anyway we attained our goal but didn't fulfil our dream, whatever that means. Crap, the ending to the season wasn't a proper closure at all, I feel indignant and irritated inside but yet empty because I can't do anything about it. It's over; it's over just like that. Like with a snap of your fingers. It feels like all the shit training we went through was like, huh? For nothing?
Bottom line: Satisfaction totally does not come from winning.
Fac comm is kind of over too and here comes 2 big blanks in my life. Well I guess there's still H3 and H5 but it just isn't the same. I am restless person -.- Perhaps it's really really time to settle down and start on some proper work, for instance.
My current life in numbers
+200: NZ trip is coming (with Monkey :DDD)
-100: Monkey is not in my group! :( but Mish is so yay!
+010: H3 Viva is over!
-090: H3 test is on friday!
+100: Monkey got me a volleyball mug! With Snoopy! :D
+050: I've got a cute pencil!
-070: My ear hurts and it's kind of blocked.
-030: And people laugh at me for that! :(
-010: My math sucks so I'm not going to tally this up. HAHA.
But anyway, I have entered a new phase in my life. So much has happened in the past 13 weeks, so many ups and downs (and that's just volleyball)! Well anyway we attained our goal but didn't fulfil our dream, whatever that means. Crap, the ending to the season wasn't a proper closure at all, I feel indignant and irritated inside but yet empty because I can't do anything about it. It's over; it's over just like that. Like with a snap of your fingers. It feels like all the shit training we went through was like, huh? For nothing?
Bottom line: Satisfaction totally does not come from winning.
Fac comm is kind of over too and here comes 2 big blanks in my life. Well I guess there's still H3 and H5 but it just isn't the same. I am restless person -.- Perhaps it's really really time to settle down and start on some proper work, for instance.
My current life in numbers
+200: NZ trip is coming (with Monkey :DDD)
-100: Monkey is not in my group! :( but Mish is so yay!
+010: H3 Viva is over!
-090: H3 test is on friday!
+100: Monkey got me a volleyball mug! With Snoopy! :D
+050: I've got a cute pencil!
-070: My ear hurts and it's kind of blocked.
-030: And people laugh at me for that! :(
-010: My math sucks so I'm not going to tally this up. HAHA.