I remembered that I have a livejournal... holy shit

Oct 14, 2009 02:59

So... most everything has changed in my life since my last post...
As you can tell from the previous two years of post's or so
thing's weren't exactly getting better on a regular basis...
-that's changed too...

I don't really care to explain how different life is three years later,
just know that it is.

I'd say that the last six months I lived in Birmingham
was the end of it all.
I ruined ever relationship I had
and basically bottomed out..
which is good, I was trying to
I wanted it to do all of those things
and say all of that shit
I wanted it to all end
and I wanted to just be alone
it worked out

Here...now
life is glorious
It's everything that I wanted two years ago...
Got back in school- even made the dean's list.. still got about 4 semesters left
no drama, just great friends
don't drink much
never go to the bar
Have a record coming out
got rid of everything that hurt me... her, them, all of it

I'll never apologize for anything
I'll never give up
and I'll never end up like that again
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