Life......
Boy does it ever suck being the only adult in a house with 2 children. I am feeling so lost again and don't know what to do. Our finances are in a tough spot, they are manageable with both parties working and working hard but its down to one and that one does all the house work, working, child care drop off and pick and does 90% of the care for the children. I am actually looking at getting a 2nd job but how can I do that with the boys and u know what the other "adult" in this house doesn't really care, they just want to give up and be an asshole and blame everything on depression and completely and utterly refuses to get help and its all my fault because "I don't care." I care but I can only take so much and do so much. I get told I am worthless yet I work full time I am a full time mom and full time home maker I have no more to give and I cannot take on anymore but that doesn't matter because according to the other adult I have to and they take on more then I do and because there paycheck is bigger they get to do less around the home and for the home life. I am ready for a mental and nerves break down or hell take up alcoholism but does anyone care, nope I have to drain even more out of me for them because I do not do enough and I do not care. I care but when they are problems I cannot resolve all I can do is tell u where to go to get the help but if you don't do it I cannot make you. If what u need help with is actually for fault and u are unreasonable I will tell u like it is and I am sorry you cannot take it. I am human I can only do and handle so much stuff and hell I am blaintly honest.