Jul 19, 2005 12:54
Okay, to people who read this: This entry is not really supposed to be for your literary enjoyment. This is really just for me to write down, and express to my future self, how I am feeling at this time in my life. I thought this sight would be the ideal place to do that, So here goes......... This summer, (so far) has, I think, been the best summer of my life. God has blessed me in so many ways, It has been unbelievable. First off, God has sent me a wonderful Girlfriend to be able to grow with spiritually, and otherwise. Mostly spiritually. She is my inspiration. Next, God has provided me with "almost necessities" such as a bank account, and a cell phone. They are things that I have not had before with the assumption that I didn't really need them, and even though now I could probably live without them, they are great to have.. And most of all, The Lord has put my heart on a completely new level, and I have no need, other than to live for him. School is coming up soon, and I am scared to death. There are so many things that I have choose not to do. Things that did before, things that have to change. I expect to be looked at in a different way, and I also know that it is going to be difficult. I just know that it is time to grow up, and I think the time has come. So, there it is.....Something to Challenge me......